19- A heavy Noon

After what happened yesterday, Alan had to leave once madame gustave came back from were she went, she didn't say or... do anything to me, all she did was take all of the furniture in the room and started levitating everything out of the room, after she was done she told me that everything was going to be lock in a room only she knows about. after that she left without saying anything else. I was... worried and scared all day long, just sitting around in the cage room. I was expecting her to come inside the room at any moment so I couldn't relax at all during the day, usually I would just spend time listening to music and writing on my diary waiting for miss Cecile to come by....

Miss Cecile...

I don't know if she will come back, I'm too scared to ask madame if she really fired miss Cecile, I really don't want that to be the case but I don't think I can even speak to madame without being punished.

At this point I'm only hopping Alan will come back, I really want to spend time with someone I like and not... "her"

I haven't had breakfast yet and I'm pretty sure it's noon already, at this point Alan would have gave me some pancakes and a really cold chocolate milk-

*Rumble* that is my tummy telling me to stop thinking about that. I guess I could spend time doing.... nothing, there is nothing to do here!

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As a ... punishment for what happened yesterday, Gustave made me deal with all the paperwork that came with moving all of faraday's stuff, turns out that moving one bed from a room to another adds up to 12 papers to be revised, I was really lucky my punishment was only dealing with extra work, If I were any other guy Gustave would have turned me inside out, literally. I've seen her do that to a guy.

I was lucky to know her from before, but I can't go speaking my thoughts to her like that, I really should be careful from now on... but it's not like I want her abusing faraday, she clearly hates her and will probably do what she can to make her life miserable. I still don't get why she hates her so much, my guess is that she doesn't want to be seen as "weak" and really hated when faraday showed to be much stronger than her all those years ago.

Geez I hope this doesn't last long, yesterday she told me this "Visit" was only going to last a week. but I feel like she is getting things ready for her to stay messing with everyone for a long time, she is confiscating faraday's things and making it sound like it's a permanent thing...

And also there is the thing with Cecile, every time I ask Gustave if she is coming back she just changes the theme or straight up doesn't answer me at all. I guess there goes another enemy to her list... a shame...

Wait, I have her number I could-

-No

?!?!

I was about to get my phone out my pocket when a hand stoped mine mid way. The voice and the strong grip revealed me instantly who it was.

Gustave.

- I don't remember giving you permission to be on your phone.

-I don't remember needing your permission for anything!.

Is what I would love to say at this moment but actually i just let go of my phone, she takes it from my hand and puts it in her bag.

-In fact I didn't give you permission to do anything but work on this paper.

-I...I was going to take a rest since I am already almost finished here.

-And wouldn't be more beneficial for you to just finish it already if you're that close to the end?. Why even take a rest at that point?. Finish your work.

-Yes...

-Yes... what?

-....Yes honey...

-Good, now get back to work, you can have your phone once you're done.

-Wait, now that you're here we need to talk about Ceci-.

She closes the doors behind her with a force so powerful it even made a shockwave that moved all the papers in the table. A really clear indicator that I shouldn't bring that subject back, at least for the time being.

...

Am I really supposed to pick all of this up?.

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I've been doing some push ups and light exercises in the cage, it's really the only thing I can do really, at least with that I can forget the hunger.

Midway from my exercises I see the door to the room opening and that mean lady coming from inside the control room with a plate of... food.

What it looks like mostly Rice and some beef sits on top of the silver plate, I can see crumbles of rice falling from the mountain they've created a long with those delicious little beef pieces.

I really don't want to get close to her, she just stands still outside of the cage holding the plate. Her face is mean as usual, it looks like she would hit me if I even try to approach her.

-Why aren't you approaching me?

-...

I don't want to answer her, I think it will be bad if I say anything but the "yes" she demands me to say.

-I am being generous to even bring you food, you don't even deserve such luxury.

Let me assure you something "Child".

Your existence means nothing but a pain in my ass, even from the day you were born you have done nothing but cause me trouble. I shouldn't give you food in the first place, you don't even need it to survive.

-but...I'm hungry- I say really quietly to myself.

-If your going to defy simple orders, the least you could do is grow a pair and say it loudly so I can hear your pathetic excuse for a voice!.

-I AM HUNGRY, I WANNA EAT!.

-Then start eating you goddamn animal!.

she throws the food of the plate inside the corner of the cage and right to the floor.

-and enjoy it, it's your only food for 2 days starting now.

-But wait what am I gonna do if I need to go to the bathroom?!

-I see plenty of room in that cage, What you do with it it's none of my business, but don't expect anyone to come an clean your mess.

She doesn't even look back at me when she says that and walks inside the control room, I see her for a moment on the window but she closes the view from this way and I can't see to the other side anymore. I am left alone with the rice on the floor.

I.... I am really hungry...