Life is not easy

Chapter one of Ayesha's life

My name is Ayesha, I am 18 years old, have lots of friends, a big rich family, a lot of people to give me love. Wrong! I don't know why, everytime everyone only loves the first daughter, my older sister, she gets so much love from my parents, the whole family, even my own friends. It's not her fault, I get it. But it still hurts. When I was a kid all my cousins were sitting with Hannah, laughing, when I was sitting al alone in a corner. Sometimes I wonder why do people always choose there favorite ones, why can't they just all be together. Anyway my childhood went on like that, all alone with cats, I love animals. Animals are the only species on earth that listen to me. They show me so much love, that no person ever gave me. In school I did great, good marks, a lot of friends, more like fake friends. You wanna know when my life changed? In collage, when I met him. But he wasn't into me, cause I looked horrible, moustache, unibrow and I was a little bit like a nerd. I didn't want to be a nerd. One day I tried talking to him and it went good we became friends, then best friends, I still loved him tho. I didn't have the courage to tell him. You wanna know why? Because he had a girlfriend and you wanna know who she is? My friends little baby sister. I could still tell him, he wasn't that serious about her. But I still couldn't tell him, I didn't want to break our best friendship, why would he leave her for this ugly ass looking potato chips. After a few months I heard that he broke up with her, I finally had the courage to tell him. Oh wait I forgot to tell you about my cousin, Milly, the only person on earth that understood me. She was the one that gave me a full head to toe glow up. After that I had double courage to tell him about my feelings. And you wanna know how I did it? On instagram , aghhhhhh. How could I be so stupiddd! I will tell you exactly how it happened. His name is Gabriel, by the way.

Ayesha: Hi, how are you?

Gabriel: Fine, and you?

Ayesha: Great, look I want to tell you something. It's really important.

Gabriel: ok?

Ayesha: I have feelings for you

Gabriel: i have feelings for you too

Ayesha: Oh my god, really???

Gabriel: Yess

And that's how it happened. That was the happiest day of my lifeee, but. Oh my god, after all that glow up and chatting and happiness, that but shit ass had to come. After seven days, he told me that he wasn't the one using his phone, but it was his cousin, that frog that had to jump in my life, that was already messed up. His name is Derick. So I was never with Gabriel, I still don't know why he didn't tell me the moment he had his phone back. Aghhh now he knows my feelings en that Derick as well. After all of that I began hating people a lot more. I didn't speak to anyone, my favorite color was not pink anymore, but black. I loved black clothes. My room went from pink to black. I ignored Gabriel, I really wanted him to feel what he did to me, he could have told me the exact day. I went from a nerd, to a cool person. I had a great group of friends. Four girls and 2 boys. All of them knew Gabriel really good. One day all of us, the great group of friends, Gabriel and me sat down together. That's when he told me that he began to like me, I was schocked, I didn't know what to do. I reminded myself to make him feel what he did to me. I had a plan I would say yess to him, make him fall in love with me so much that, when I leave him after seven days he would break into two pieces. I said yess, my revenge began.