My Monotone World

I used to wake up thinking nothing of it. I used to ignore the world; I let the world pass me by; I had no care for myself and others; I got hurt easily, but why is that?

I wish they understood me; I wish that I could be heard , I wish I could escape my reality; I scream and shout internally, yet I can't show it. Why must I feel hurt? Why must I always feel so monotone?

Why Is my world so monotone? So meaningless? Do I even have a purpose? These are just a few of the questions I used to ponder all the time, but that was when I realized something

I had always suffered, alone. I never tried to reach out and ask for help. I kept my suffering and pain silent, holding it inside me. As I let loose and asked and sought guidance, my problems got solved. Life is no fairy tale but from a person who has had terrible experiences. Take my advice and go seek help if needed.

I dedicate this to those who seek purpose in life and struggle to find it. May god, Allah or whatever you believe in guide you, and even if you don't believe in anything i hope that you can heal and be happy.