CHAPTER 35 -special comforting Moments.
Leemodo wrapped his arms around sakashi's head as she wept hard. Leemodo closed his eyes and sighed softly. Within seconds he tucked his left hand under her chin and lifted her face to look at him. His left thumb brushed over her eyes and wiped them gently. Leemodo looked directly into her eyes without speaking a word. They stared at each other while sakashi was trying to breathe calmer and relax. Their glances battled each other for 12 minutes before sakashi finally looked away. tears arose once again, she began crying.
"Why did you do it?" tears rolling down with guilt in her voice tone. He sighed, wiping his own tears from his eyes as seeing sakashi upset and hurt bothers him. Sakashi stood up straight and began to walk to the door. "Don't ever put your life on the line because of me." She told him firmly. "It's not worth it. I have to go, I'll come back later." She told him as she grabbed the doorknob and pushed the lever down. before rising from the hospital bed, His hand was curled around his stomach and he staggered in mental and physical pain.
He felt an urge to do something, to comfort her, but also himself. In a moment he jumped out of bed and walked over to sakashi and reached out before grabbing her wrist and pulled her back. He immediately pressed his lips against her lips. At first, sakashi hesitated and slightly panicked from the sudden kiss but felt his body against hers in a tight hug. His arms around her brought comfort. She wrapped her around his hips and began to close her eyes letting out a slight squeal of frustration and bliss. Leemodo chuckled, "It's payback for telling me I can't risk my life." He whispered into her ear before hovering right under her right ear and kissed her neck. While wrapping his arms around her tighter pressing his body against here's until they connected like puzzle pieces.
Sakashi let her guard fully down and leaned into his body as tears fell from her eyes. His hug is stronger than anything She felt from him before. As if she's something he doesn't want to lose. In that moment of feeling him so close to her. She felt safe somehow. "I Gotta Go." She turned her head away to hide her tears and pointed towards the door. "I need to leave now," she choked, barely holding back her tears. Leemodo released his arms around her and watched her pull back and grabbed the knob but just stood there silent. Leemodo watched her silently as she wept. Her back faced him, Her head faced down to the floor with her hair covering her face.
"Please don't go yet. Stay with me tonight as I recover more.." he spoke to her softly as he walked up directly behind her and slowly grabbed her wrist and turned her face forward towards him then pulled her closer to him once again. wrapping his arms around her. He couldn't fix her completely but he can still fix what he can fix that's been shattered. in a warm embrace he could feel the world around him melt away as she squeezed him back, neither of them wanting the moment to end.
Unable to resist any longer, he lifted her face up towards his face and their mouths pressed together in a long, passionate kiss. He slid his tongue over her lips and gently pressed his teeth in a firm grip on her bottom lip. Sakashi didn't react in a nervous act. She just allowed him to do as he wished. His sudden moan of pleasure could be heard clearly as she slightly giggled. Her tears started to dry up as her mind was being Occupied. She pressed closer into his arms and smiled. Leemodo opened his mouth and released her lip and pulled his head away looking at her confused. "What's so funny hun?" He asked her. Sakashi smiled and gripped his hospital gown shirt then pulled him closer into her embrace and laid her head on his chest. Leemodo smiles softly and rested his right cheek on top of her head and closed his eyes. His arms wrapped firmly around sakashi there is no visible gap between them. words hardly managed to break out while they stood there silent soaking up the comfort they both needed. His chin rested on top of her head. His arms clenched her tighter and began to sway as if he was continuing a dance.
"I'll never leave you again. I promise." He whispered to her as he closed his eyes.
Sakashi looked up at him and suddenly kissed him. When she kissed him his hormones lit on fire and the warmth spread throughout his entire body. He felt a spark. One that he never thought he would ever feel. By that moment he knew he must win her over. He's not going to allow her to be taken from him. He wants her. He knows he wants her and this time refuses to lose. He will not lose to anyone even if it's her best friend. After that he became addicted, He couldn't bare to be without her next to him. barely being able to breathe he gripped his hands around her neck and kissed back with more aggression and passion. Those kisses from her became his comfort and peace. His salvation and clarity. A sweet torment that he never wants to be free from. He longed for his true love. And this time he feels he found her. He has decided to dedicated his whole life to be with her. from the moment of that kiss, he fears that one day she chooses someone else. Or even dies too soon. By then he knows he fully lost her And would lose himself. She's the other half that makes him feel whole.
kissing him. The start of the first move sent a strong feeling of warmth circling through her stomach causing heavy butterflies. Her eyes closed tightly, but the closeness and comfort didn't allow her to see darkness, it instead created light of tenderness and love. Her tense nerves never once came over her, her troubles, her pain began to melt away and the surroundings began to disappear leaving only her and Leemodo alone in this room. This all felt right until kalebize flooded her mind and she quickly realized she still loves two different men and began kissing him in more aggression like she began to struggle with thoughts and feelings of uncertainty.
Leemodo felt the sudden change in her kiss but didn't care. He wanted to ensure her to give him a chance. His lips felt so gentle to sakashi, so warm, she felt her hands begin to slide up his chest and wrap her fingers around his neck, as the kiss began to grow heavier. Leemodo began to walk forward pushing sakashi to walk backward. She immediately knew what could easily happen if he doesn't keep himself together. His hand slid off her face and tightened around her waist. However, She continued kissing him aggressively wanting more. Like she is trying to force herself to be ready. Or trying to deny her feeling for another man. She felt herself being pushed against the wall of the hospital room feeling his body pressing against hers. But the kiss continues, his tongue submerging into her mouth and swirls around her tongue. Seconds later he pulls his tongue out to let her breathe and pressed his lips against hers firmly and tight. The kiss becoming more passionate and heavy by the second. Leemodo begins to slide his hands towards her shirt.
His right hand flowed onto her shirt and began greedily undoing her buttoned-up shirt. Before wrapping his hands around her back and unsnapped her bra strap. Sakashi wasn't aware of what was happening, she didn't feel him undoing her clothing. Their lips craved each other more and more as they clasped onto one another. Her arms resting over his shoulders she lost all focus. Leemodo's hand slid smoothly onto her arms, lifting it and pinning them against the wall. He leaned lower to her neck and began kissing her neck. Leemodo began to act more greedy, Sakashi let out a soft moan as she opened her mouth and gasped calmly as she rolled her eyes back. Chills flowing throughout her body began to grow as she felt one of his hands slide down to her chest and wondered through her cleavage before she realized her shirt was unbuttoned and about to be pulled off. Her arms still pinned above her head she started to feel a little uneasy. he slowly began to unhook her jeans button and gently pressed his left leg between her legs. her shirt began to hang loosely with her bra hanging loose revealing her breasts. her upper body beginning to show skin. Sakashi began to tell herself to calm down. It's with Leemodo he won't hurt you. You're ready. But flashbacks of her rape began to escalate. Leemodo untied his hospital gown and let it flop to the floor. He then began to pull her jeans off until they fell to the ground revealing her underwear, leaning frailly against the wall. Sakashi shut her eyes and got herself ready. However sakashi felt a sudden stop, she began to open her eyes only to see Leemodo staring at her. His expression shows worry and concern for her, yet his eyes stayed calm. She leaned forward and rested her forehead upon his chest breathing hard, Leemodo released her wrists and her arms flopped down then slipped back onto his bare skinned chest. Leemodo felt he went too far. He felt as if he pressured and rushed her. She looked weak In strength, he became suddenly angry at himself and unexpectedly became surprised when her heard a soft response from sakashi. she quietly murmurs "I love you". As she pressed into his chest and gripped her hands in his thick arms. Leemodo took a deep breath before he replied with the same words calmly. Sakashi tilts her head upwards and Their lips captured each other's once more before stepping back.
Sakashi looked at Leemodo and smiled softly and suddenly allowed her shirt and bra to drop to the ground. Leemodo's eyes widened as his face immediately reacted and turned bright red. He bites his bottom lip before forcing his eyes to look away. Sakashi smiled and leaned over and picked up his gown shirt and suddenly slid her body into it. "I'm wearing your hospital gown, and I want to
Also, stay all night." She told him. Leemodo looked back at her and gently tugged her closer. She pressed her head against his bare skin chest, Pressing closer she listened for his heartbeat. rapid pounding that made her giggle with amusement. Leemodo smiled and leaned down wrapping his arms under her feet and under her back, lifting her suddenly off her feet and walked to his bed and placed her gently down first and climbed in after. Leemodo turned to his side to face her and smiled. Sakashi did the same they stared at each other, Sakashi a little unsteady. Desire and hunger filled leemodo's mind.
Sakashi snuggled into his arms before eventually falling fast asleep. Leemodo however couldn't sleep. His emotions and hormonal desires skyrocketed. He physically hurt, He wanted to take her, be he couldn't because he's not that kind of guy.