NO FEELINGS

RITAS'S POV

I can't believe he called me a one sided person. A cold one, that I would never feel something to someone.

What's wrong about asking, what are his thoughts about marriage. And then he'll answer me how did I knew about it.

Telling me that I'm a hard person, who doesn't like trusting others and making them comfortable being with me.

What does he wanted me to do? Cry all night, laugh at them even though there's nothing funny.

Does he want me to be like that? Drop it! Because I'm not going to be like that.

I tweak my hair out of frustration and screamed like I so full of him. I'm so irritated and what I wanted to do is to kill someone right now.

"You're getting crazy,"

My head automatically turned to where the voice came from.

Fuck!

I forgot that Ellah is going to sleep on my hut since mom wants some peace of mind.

Crap!

"I am not!" I irritatedly shouted and stood up like I did nothing on the floor.