Break up and it's pain

I'm the girl who's heart was broken constantly by my ex many times, due to which I stopped believing that things like "True Love" exist in this modern era. I was on the edge of depression and felt like dying can be the only solution which can set me free from this endless saga of depression.

Hi! I'm Lisa ,a college student. I'm introvert not very good with people but my Ex who's name is Jake literally broke me into thousand pieces. He just used cheap excuses like "You have changed a lot ,you don't share anything with me now, you're so boring, I've found someone else now"

He was the only one whom I trust the most. But life always wants to give you the best so they take way the things and sometimes vicious people from your life to tell you the importance of those whose are genuinely sincere to you and will love you even with your imperfections. Jack and I stayed in the relationship for almost 3 years but most of the times we had fights cause both of us never understand each other the way we should. A relationship without trust , how long should it stay?

When I need him the most he left me.

That jerk once want to test me whether I'll be loyal to him or not! So he just created a fake drama telling me " My uncle's daughter has made some shameful pictures of me and her on bed and start blackmailing me and I have to go and spend night with her whenever she calls me. If not she will gave those pictures to my father and I'll be kicked out from my family." Geez! I even believe that. One week later I found out it was all fake. I didn't talk to him after that. I wish I could have left him at that time. Would things be better?

So yeah after an year he start ignoring me like I never exist in his world. I tried to talk but he won't reply. Days were passing and one day he said "Let's break up"

I asked him many times what's wrong with you why are you doing this suddenly! But that person never replied and even block me. When I try to approach him he would just ignore me. But then I finally said him Goodbye cause I had enough of this so-called love. Finally the saga of endless depression was going to get over.

(Thank you dear lovely readers for reading I know the story is sad from the beginning but I can assure you that you will enjoy it later)