When i woke up

I woke up to the sound of my sister and mother crying. He didn't seem to open his eyes yet, but he was scared of what he understood.

There must have been a problem in the house or someone was in pain. He hurried out and didn't find anyone. There was a sound of crying coming from behind the house, which he understood very well.

He was late and ran to the back of the house. He saw his father's body lying on the ground, his mother was sitting next to him crying, his younger sister was next to him, but he did not have the courage to understand that.

Before he knew it he could feel his eyes turn red. But not exactly red.

He went to his mother, but he couldn't say anything, just staring at his mother's ugly eyes and his father's silent face.

His father had been ill for several days. He often asked his mother, "What happened to my mother and father?"

But his mother did not give him any answer. He realized that his father had some big problems.

At that time there was no cure for this disease. The person who was once devoured by this disease was certain to die.

On the 1st, no one noticed his father, suddenly one afternoon his father was sitting on the verandah of the house.

After a while he came to the yard and stayed there for 10 minutes. Then he left the house.

Two days after his illness, his father's mouth suddenly started bleeding, and everyone was scared. His mother asked "What happened to you?" Her mother realized that the question was awkward. Her father hid his face saying no.

Thoughts came down on his face. He didn't talk to anyone. He sat quietly. He noticed that Mao cried in the same way, wiped his eyes again. But after some time he cried again.

He suddenly began to think of these things.

He waited like this for five minutes. Hearing the sound of his mother's cries, everyone in the next house started coming.

The aunts of the house next door began to comfort her mother.

Everyone came and looked at him and his brothers and sisters. It was as if no one was coming to an end.

After some time, it was hoped to take his father to a corner of the house. The eldest son of that house, besides him, he has 2 sisters and 2 brothers.

Being the eldest son, it is normal for everyone to ask him some questions. His uncle came and took him to the graveyard. He went and saw what his Chinese people were doing there. He wondered why they were all doing this.

He was not old enough to understand this. Because he was only 9 years old. So much did not come to his mind.

After staying there for some time, he came back home, his younger sister Achma was playing in a corner of the room. Hafiz and Kayes joined hands in the game with him. Achma is sitting next to her mother.

He saw that two things had been brought from the mosque to look like a bed. In one of them, his father was taking a bath.

At the end of the bath, the father is taught white cloth.

Then he lay down on another bed. Then he began to think "My father can walk, what happened to him today? Why is he not talking? Shall I go to my father? I will wake my father? Why is everyone crying? What happened?" .

All these questions are revolving in his mind, but he can't say those words to anyone.

His uncle took a bath with him, performed ablution. Then he was not ready for what he saw.

Everyone is carrying her father on their shoulders. But he does not know why he is taking it. She keeps going with them, realizing after a while where they have brought her father. And why brought.

People put his father in front and walk behind, a lord talks about death, what happens after death. After that his uncle goes in front, he gets up in the middle of talking. Lord comforts him, then he goes to his place. .

After the janaza prayers, everyone came to the graveyard carrying his father on their shoulders again.

His uncle and two others went to the grave, then took his father to the grave.

After seeing all this, it is as if he wants to say something. But he can't, as if his face has been tied with something.

"What happened to her today? Why are they burying her father?"

As soon as he saw his father's funeral, everyone started going home.

Her uncle took her by the hand and led her home.

Then he looked at his mother and said, "I think if you break down crying too, what will happen to them? You calm down a little,"

then his mother stared at his face with one glance, and then at his brothers and sisters. But I started crying again.

The boy cried after seeing everything, like crying because he can't find it, he looked at his mother with one glance. Mao looked at him. The eyes of the two of them seemed to want to say something.

The eyes of the two seem to want to say something. But the boy is looking for the answer in his mind why he is not having the ability to say. The mother takes him to sleep with the other brothers and sisters without saying anything.

And maybe 4-5 days like today, he will not be able to sleep with the love of his parents. He pretended to fall asleep on one side of the bed. But he did not fall asleep. He started thinking about various things in his mind. Where did his father go? Why was his frozen body buried in the ground?

Suddenly he fell asleep without knowing it. It was a little late to wake up in the morning. Today and all the other days he could not eat his mother's cooking like this. But why? This question is revolving in his mind.

They don't have the same respect in the area as before. Everybody leaves them in a way. I think they can survive only if they forget. He had heard from his mother that his father's grandfather was a zamindar of that area. But what will happen if he becomes a zamindar? His sons were Akmar Deki. He started living by selling his father's land.

His father was like them. He sold all his land. He was left with his own place to stay. However, their lives are well spent.

The boy has no interest in studying. So I didn't go to school anymore. Maybe for different sports with friends.

It took 1 month to see. The money that was at home is almost gone. One day his mother said to him, "Dad, your brothers and sisters are too young, can they help me like that? Can't you help me, Dad?" The boy agreed.

One day his mother brought him a job. The job is to help those who sell rice. He also continues to do that work with a smile on his face. The income increases little by little. Except for one of the brothers and sisters, the other 3 tari. Mejota was a little different.

This is how his life almost goes away, as long as he gives money at home his brothers pay his price, money is not actually forgotten.

Basically he becomes a money machine.