1. March

What's love?

What does it feel like being in love?

I asked myself so many times.

But didn't have any answers till I met him, Jack Hayden. We live in the same city, the same college still he is so unapproachable, miles away. I never believed in first sight love, but he forced me to. He makes me explore the world, made me see so much better way of living. I want to go beyond the four walls of my room to explore.

He had those beautiful silver yellow eyes, pale white skin and thick black hairs with little curls at the bottom. His lips are tempting as if begging to touch mine.

He doesn't speak much. But his wondrous orbs expressed everything. Maximum encounters we had were when we became lab partners cause mine was absent or he ran away.

I wanted to be close to him, but he was always with his group of friends, never letting anyone else enter his life. They like to live in their bubble.

They were like five- Melice, ken, Jane, Ben including him, always stayed together like came to college together and go home together even in the canteen. And if that wasn't enough, Melice won't let any girl approach him or if someone tried then she will be bullied for the rest of the years. Melice will kiss and touch him in front of everyone as if claiming that" he is my mine. Don't you dare to touch him." His eyes couldn't lie, I knew he didn't share the same feelings.

Why wasn't he pushing her away? I don't get it. He just has to say no.

So there is no chance I could find an alone time to talk to him. They were different from all of us, their skin was paler than usual. They all had the same eye colours as if they belonged to the same family, wore dark clothes. No one liked to approach them in college. They had that very evil and cold vibe except him. I remember whenever we had an eye contact he was always warm. But his eyes could tell so many things as if he was hiding some deep secrets behind those yellow orbs. As if he wanted to approach me, but he was scared of something which I didn't know. But wanted to know.

Wish I dared to CONFESS my feelings to you. Wish I could be the one to crumble the walls and enter his heart maybe I could heal his pain or see through his untold feelings.