FUCKED UP
Watching her from where I was sitting. Words can not express her beauty. She approached me and asked if she could sit and I obliged her to go ahead.
Can I?
Yeah.
Logan. Did I do something wrong??
No, you didn't.
Then why did you react that way?
WOW is she that clueless??,
No reason.
You can't tell me that because I saw the look on your countenance, you're not, ok.
Do you want to know? I asked keenly.
Yes!
Okay, I left because I don't want to kiss those lips of yours, pin you to the wall and play with that pretty body of yours till you're wet enough for me to take you repeatedly.
I explained without breaking eye contact, which made her pull in a deep breath.
That is what I am avoiding kitten, I don't want to lose control because you've got a compelling beauty that no man can stand, I can't handle it. I ended my sentence in my typical carefree and settled manner.
Any normal girl or woman should be scared of the things he just described because they just met but here I am, I can't help but feel the need to be touched by him, my body screamed with uncertainty at the things he could do to me, the wicked things those lips and hands could do to my body. No woman would not want to be with Logan, he's an eye-catcher. I subconsciously closed my eyes at the imagination of the things he described. I'm developing feelings for this man and it's becoming too much to handle. Just then I felt his lips on mine, they were soft and the kiss was gentle, unlike the previous one. He was gentle as he held me and kissed me slowly, I could feel butterflies in my tummy, the feeling was genuine, his touch was unique and I didn't realize myself until I started responding to his kisses, he moved from my lips and started laying butterfly kisses on my body, every kiss left a tingling sensation on my skin, then he did what felt so new but sweet to me, he sucked my breasts, licked and played with them and somehow moans kept slipping from my mouth, the pleasure I was getting from this was new feeling was on another level and I didn't want him to stop.
Oh, Nalani..your body feels flawless, and every trace I make has an impact, I desire you Nalani..and I've never felt this way with anyone.
he confessed halting his actions that made me whine in disapproval, although his phrases threw bottomless meaning to the things I was feeling.
I don't want to rush things between us Nalani,
seriously he's going to start this now? I wanted to say that out loud but he looks into my eyes and says ...
You're beautiful and you deserve nothing but the best. I can feel that you're not just any woman, you're something more. And I want to take the right steps with you.
My heart was beating rampantly and the truth is I'm madly attracted to Logan. It's the only thing I'm sure of, after my memory loss, the only thing that fits perfectly is Logan. I don't know why I feel so connected to a total stranger, he has been nothing but sweet, he's not the type who talks a lot but. I just love everything about him. He's dangerously handsome, his crystal blue slender eyes, thick lashes, and pink lips were the sexiest I've ever seen. He's perfect but there's something about him that also creeps me out sometimes. Is he completely clean?? Or does he have skeletons in his cupboard??.
Logan... I don't know why but I feel this strong attraction to you it's more like the best feeling I've had since I woke up from a coma. Nothing has felt right Logan..even my life doesn't make any sense. I don't feel any affection towards anything at all. The only thing I feel right about is the way I dress. Do you see how I look now?
She said pointing at her dress This is the only thing that feels right about me. I don't know what's happening to me, I don't remember if I'm a good person or not. I don't even know how to react to your confession.
Nalani...
Logan,... she cut him midway. If you love me and want me as you say. Then you have to show me you're serious.
Seriously??
Yes,...were you expecting me to just jump on you and say ok to everything you just say?? No way. You need to show me you mean every word.
she said sternly.
Woah calm down, it's not like I don't plan on taking you seriously. I do. I'm just telling you how I feel.
They dwelled silently for a few minutes and Logan broke the silence
I'll be travelling tomorrow for a business proposal,
Seriously?? was my sluggish response.
Yes.
How about me, What will I be doing in this big house of yours??
If anything, feel free to explore. I responded with a passive look on my face as I checked the time. It was 8:30 PM. This woman will make me lose it, how time flies when I'm with her.
You should go to bed, it's getting late.
I looked at him utterly speechless by the way he was brushing off our discussion and slowly shutting his eyes. I must say this guy knows how to whirl heads and raise fury without lifting a finger. Look at how he's sleeping, like his trip is more crucial than I am. Fuck you Logan I said within staring daggers at his calm sleeping face. Good night!
I muttered in anger, as I turned and faced the wall but he didn't even move a muscle. His breathing was steady meaning he was already sleeping.
What a jerk! I muttered under my breath.
I heard that.
his voice startled me because I thought he was already sleeping.
Thought you were already sleeping.
I am but you keep grumbling and staring at me so quit it and slept we'll discuss this tomorrow morning before I leave he said pulling me to his chest and patting my head for me to sleep in less than an hour I was already sleeping.