i look at the publish button after i write- well, rant
and i find some sort of satisfaction or, i guess, comfort,
just knowing that i am no longer ranting to myself,
but to people, and for people to see.
and i can't help it,
because i just people to read what i think, what i do, how i feel,
just so that i am understood
because i have never been understood my whole entire life.