I will be a Fool to go back to my ex boyfriend.

As crazy as it seems,I was left by my boyfriend years ago and after years of nurturing my broken heart. he suddenly showed up on my doorstep smiling at me like he had always been there for me.Many thoughts ran in my mind as tears filled my eyes ,buh I was not going to cry in front of him taking the fastest option I quickly shut the door in his face.immediately my knees gave out as I sat on the ground silently sobbing."why did he have to show up suddenly?"

Lade had been my best friend over 4 years ago , until when he confessed his love for me at first I brushed him off but he became more persistent buh later I accepted him. we went out regularly and frequently checked on me making me so convinced that he loved me.all my friends warned me buh love blinded me to see . After 4 months Lade proposed to me ,I was overjoyed as I moved to his apartment taking care of him and performing as him wife."afterall we were going to get married " at least that was what I thought .

Everything was going fine till one day hell broke out,Lade came home drunk and beat me up .it didn't stop that day as that was just the beginning.i had to cover my self up with scarfs when I left the house to hide my scars and as stupid as this sounds Lade threaten me not to say a word else he was going to leave me.i had really fallen stupidly in love with him."how did I not notice this earlier"I thought every day in anguish. on a faithful day when he came back home we had our usual quarrel and he just packed his bags angrily threatening on leaving me.but today I didn't begg him thinking it was his usual bluff,as I quietly went to sleep.when I woke up the next morning Lade was nowhere to be found.