Identity part 1

"Unlimited Blade Works "speaking in mouth

'Trace on!' speaking on thought

Memories, something remembered from the past; a recollection. it was concept that every sapient being have on there minds. it is a beautiful gift that help us in our life to the end of it. it can store the moments we cherish or sometimes... hate, depending on the person that is possessing it but what if those memories question who you are or am I really me? that supposed gift that help us instead destroy the identity we all know.

Shirou pov

Fire. all I see is fire and the cries or pleas of the people who is in my surroundings. they are slowly but surely being consumed by the fire until there is nothing left but dust. I keep walking forward just to find a way to end this nightmare. I keep moving, ignoring the people that ask to be save. All of them I want save but... To my selfishness, to keep myself alive I abandoned them to there cruel fate.

Will this nightmare end? I keep walking and walking and walking but the surroundings never changed. it just the fire and smoke I keep seeing, even the voices of cries started to winder out until all is left is silence. My body is starting to give up and my mind is telling me to stop but my will to survive just keep me moving forward but in the end my will is starting to break until I collapse on the floor. Why, why right now? I feel it, I feel I almost reach my safety but my body didn't listen because my body gave up and my vision is starting to get black. If I, If I had another chance, A chance to save them all I promise I will save them all!

Huh? what is this?, why I am feeling as if someone had grab me. Is this my mind giving me hope?

I don't know, but it feels real and a fabrication of my mind to calm me down. I open my eyes to see once more if is true, so I open and see a man with black hair and black eyes, eyes that are empty but have a desire that have been fulfilled.

The man who grab me keep saying that I am alive and he had a genuine smile that he is showing. huh? did this man smile because of me?... I want to see that smile but my vision is starting again to black out and so I accepted my end.

I didn't know that day that man will become my adopted father but to tell the truth he was not often around in the house and when he does his eyes is full of loathing and sadness... he also bad at cooking I mean how do he burn a water of all things! since then I am the one starting to cook and overtime I become a professional at it, there is also Taiga, a student who is tutored by my father in English. she is to say is a happy-go-lucky person, she also have a VERY big appetite.

Since the fire or better know as the Fuyuki fire accident my life is getting better also I learned later that my father is a magus, there are people who uses magecraft. I was thrill by that I keep pestering my foster father to teach me until he gave up. If not for him I will not be the person who I am but all things must come to an end. He died because of his weak body but before he passed away he talk to me at night where starts are twinkling. he said many things but the most important was that I will make his dram come true, a dream to become a hero of justice who will save all the people in the world and thus Kiritsugu Emiya passed away.