Remy's POV
I experienced depression for a long time and even thought about giving up on looking for her. I'd better treat her as dead. My thought of giving up on myself felt ridiculous. Of course, what was even more ridiculous was me. When the idea occurred to me that she was dead, what happened next was the lingering tension.
I told myself that I had not properly taken revenge on her. If she would ever die, it could only be decided by me. However... I couldn't help but think to myself, damn it, I've heard nothing about Amanda at all. Has she done too many bad things and been found by her enemies?
After all, she did not look like she had done this for the first time. Had she deceived others before?
It was strange. When I thought that she might have lied to other men, I felt strangely upset.