Chapter One

Autumn was exceptionally warm this year. On the one hand, I felt nostalgic for the summer, but on the other hand, it felt like nothing ended and continued on. I sat on one bench on a high hill and, as always, I looked at the cabins perched on the opposite hills between the trees. It is a beautiful sight when nature is colored by autumn. It calms a person and he comes to other thoughts. I closed my eyes and turned my face to the sun. I noticed that it was quiet around, only the occasional rustle of fallen leaves on the sidewalks. I remembered Aneta and imagined her as she looked at the last meeting in this place. I had absolutely no remorse or bad feelings about what has been happening for the past year. Aneta and I meet about once a month at this place. We are not in sight of anyone here. I don't know what we'll come up with when the cold hits. But I didn't worry about it that much. Since Aneta called me, I've completely lost my mind. It was my old unfulfilled love. She didn't even notice me in the past, but now she's looking for me, she wants my presence.

She wrote to me for the first time: "Hello, I don't know how it is possible that I didn't notice you before. That's why I hate myself!"

After our first communication, we started dating. Not often. We are holding hands in love. Sometimes Aneta falls into my arms, we hug, I stroke her hair and whisper secret wishes and words that no one else should hear. Especially because I've been in a serious relationship with a nice woman for five years and she's been married for ten years and has two relatively young children. On my forty-second birthday, she gave me deep kisses right here on this bench. Aneta turned thirty-two last month. Our age difference doesn't bother either her or me. We also feel great affection for each other. Love. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I see her coming. It's a sincere and pure feeling, which so far has remained only with touches and kisses. Neither of us has yet gathered the courage to go further. Our secret relationship has been going on for almost a year. Basically, we meet here in this place once a month. If someone saw us together and rang something, each of us can argue that it was just a chance meeting during a walk. Aneta is really very careful about such things. Although she is basically happy in her marriage, there was still something missing. Something she found with me. And I can't find the words to express or define it all the time. It can be said that it is the same with me. I've been with my partner for five years now and I'm really happy. He gives me love and everything that belongs to such a relationship. I had no need to look for something outside. Nevertheless, I started meeting Aneta as soon as she wrote to me for the first time. I'm trying to discern whether this is a short-term infatuation or something more powerful. I'm still confused about it.

I remember like today the first time I saw her walking through our town with her graduation board in her hands. She was really beautiful and I couldn't take my eyes off her, even though I was aware that I was quite a bit older than her. She was the same height as me, with curvy hips and a milky chest that rose as she walked. All my hormones immediately rose up at the sight of her. Her long blonde hair was held back with just one clip on the top of her head, making it a little messy. But that made her more attractive. One simply had to notice her right away, even if one did not want to. I stopped in the small square by the fountain and watched the procession of whistling and singing graduates. Suddenly this young goddess looked at me, took the black hat and ran towards me. She smiled and showed me the hat.

"Good day. Will you contribute to today's graduates?"

I looked at her fascinated and immediately took out my wallet. I threw exactly ten euros into her hat.

"Oh, how generous you are! Thank you and have a nice day," she said politely as she walked away from me."

"That's all right, miss," I replied, adding even louder so that she could hear me clearly: "Miss, you're really very pretty!" at that moment she was already ten paces away from me, but she turned around. She didn't say anything to me, she just winked at me with her left eye and gave me a sweet smile. After that meeting, I only saw her a few times in the city for the next fourteen years, but I didn't get close to her. She was still charming and I couldn't take my eyes off her. I knew almost nothing about her, not even her name. But I knew she graduated from medical school. And I assumed he worked somewhere in the healthcare industry. She remained only in my subconscious as a magical being that attracted me very much. I didn't look for her at all or look for her existence. I never do things by force in my life. In my opinion, what is supposed to happen will happen even without my efforts.

And it really happened. Last year in March, I had a work accident and ended up in the hospital. First I was in the trauma department and then I was transferred to the neurology department. I spent almost a whole month there. A young nurse, who was very familiar to me, always came to the afternoon shift, but I couldn't place her anywhere. As the numbing effects of all the painkillers wore off and I regained my sanity, I realized that an ancient girl with a black hat was standing before me with IVs in her hands. The moment I figured it out, I stared at her in surprise, and after a short while I blurted out illogically, "So it's you?! Oh, you're still as beautiful as the first day you came to see me!"

She looked at me in surprise and shook her head. "I guess the painkillers are still working," she pointed out with a smile, while sorting through the tubes on the table. She took my words with a grain of salt, because after all, she always hears things from patients who are drugged. It's quite common.

"No, it's not the drugs," I spoke again, "I remember the day when I was standing in the square by the fountain and you came to me with a black hat. I threw ten euros in your hat. But that's not the point at all. I have to tell you that you are still as beautiful. I've been wondering the whole time what your name is."

After this confession of mine, she looked at me intently and walked closer to my bed.

"Well, I really remember something like that. It was a really long time ago. Over ten years, right? And why were you thinking about my name?"

"Um, I don't even know. I really liked you very much, and that's why I watched you then for a long time as you walked around the city, once with a painting and once with a hat in your hand."

"So you were following me?" she asked with a smile. She was magnified by what she had just heard.

We then started a longer conversation. We became more and more aware of our interplay, that we really have something to say and that the interest is mutual. She was very nice and briefly described the last years of her life since high school. I also explained to her my situation after the divorce and also how I found the woman of my dreams after a long time. I was happy that Aneta and I got along right from the start. She was very nice to me and I admit that I was incredibly attracted to her. Both emotionally and physically. She was a woman of blood and milk. I could see her heavy breasts heaving back and forth as she bent over to pass me the IV. There was really a lot to look at. She was gifted as she should be. And then she started visiting me in the hospital room more often. Whenever we talked, those butterflies in my stomach gathered and did not want to fly away. And it has remained so to this day. It's proof that it's natural and none of us are playing games. An interplay of coincidences. Management of nature is certainly based on principles unknown to us. The principles of fateful meetings and subsequent love. It's predestined. After all, in the end, whether it lasts shorter or longer, everything ends in one bed.

Throughout my hospitalization, she came to see me whenever she had a moment of time. We talked about the cauldron, and sometimes for a long time, but she was in no rush to make an official acquaintance, she was still cautious. About a week before my release, she came to my bed and whispered in my ear: "I'm Aneta."

She put her left cheek to my right cheek. I felt her wonderful warmth.

"I'm Noel," I whispered too.

She took a deep breath and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"My pleasure," she added politely. "I'll be sure to write you when you go home, Noel."

This situation needed no comment or philosophy. Everything was crystal clear. Something just started…

The sun was warm and I was completely in a state of relaxation, so I didn't even realize the presence of someone behind my back. It was Aneta and she hugged me around the neck. She hugged herself tightly and whispered, "I'm glad you're here."

We hugged for a while and then she sat next to me. Her thick blonde hair glistened reflecting the sun's rays and her voluptuous lips pursed as she set her face against the sun. At that moment she was incredibly attractive and really very hard to resist. I was debating whether to propose to her the plan I had prepared. I still wasn't sure.

"Any, we've been meeting here for a year and I'm happy. Well, I would like to move it a bit between us. At least today. I would like to let it run its course. Come what may."

She looked at me curiously and smiled brightly.

"Did you prepare something? I'll tell you the truth, I've been waiting for it for a long time. Say, what are we going to do?"

After these words, I understood that it was a clear consent. Even expected. I stood up and told her to come over to me. She stood up and hugged me again. I whispered in her ear what I was planning. She didn't object at all. She caressed my face and kissed me. Then she turned and walked alone down the hill towards the forest. I also went down, but in the opposite direction. When I reached the trail, I saw Aneta approaching the forest. I followed her, but I pretended that I was walking alone. After about thirty meters I reached a low wooden hut. I unlocked the door and stood by the door so that Aneta would notice me. When she noticed me, he went inside. A short while later, Aneta entered the door. She looked around and flashed a beautiful smile.

"Well, it's really nice here. So cozy. It was a good buy. One can definitely relax here and maybe much more," Aneta assessed honestly.

I was standing in the middle of the room and Aneta walked up to me. She wrapped her arms around my neck again. She pressed her face to my right cheek. She was breathing hard, but regularly and very sensually. We stood like this for a long time, exchanging our thoughts with our touches. I didn't even realize how and I was kissing Aneta on the neck and going lower and lower. She moaned in my arms and a wave of excitement ran through me. I had been longing for this moment for a year, even though I was so afraid of it, because I expected internal regrets and a subsequent bad mental state. But I understood that what was created between us was stronger than anything I was afraid of. The affection of both of us is like a magnet. After a while we sat down on the couch and the passionate kisses continued. Slowly all inhibitions disappeared and I threw myself on Aneta's breasts. I caressed them for a while and lightly massaged them, and Aneta returned it with deep kisses. She was sweet as a lollipop. I slowly went lower to her breasts and started licking her erect nipple. She pressed my head tightly to her, signaling me to take as much of her in my mouth as possible. So I pulled the maximum possible part of the nipple into my mouth, until Aneta moaned and squeezed me even more. I was excited by her lust and youth. After all, she is much younger than me, so she expected a certain experience and sensuality from me. She simply assumed that I could do it the way she imagined it in her most secret imaginations. Before long, not only Aneta was moaning, but also me. The excitement could not be hidden. I was determined to do whatever Aneta suggested. We caressed each other all over and showed each other where it turned us on. Aneta took my right hand and slowly lowered it into her lap. She then squeezed her vagina with it. She returned deep kisses to me again.

"Please, Noel, do it with my tongue first. I really want it. At home, mine never did that to me and never will."

I didn't hesitate and kissed her belly and went lower and lower. I got down to her thin black thong. In that, Aneta spread her legs wide and I pulled the thin black line of her panties to the side to reach her vagina. I suddenly felt a smooth wet vagina asking for its own. I started to lick her up and then down again with the tip of my tongue. Aneta was sighing and getting more and more wet. As I plunged my tongue deep into her vagina, she giggled and stopped controlling herself.

She sighed and moaned. She pressed my head harder and harder against her vagina and I pushed my tongue in as deep as possible. Sometimes I caught a glimpse of her bulging breasts swaying from side to side. I finally felt it coming now. She began to make out with herself and her vagina expanded and contracted again.

She was nearing the top and sighed so that it echoed throughout the cabin. She suddenly roared and I got a dose of love juice directly in my face from her vagina.

"Aaaah! God! Yes! Drink from me! Noooo! Aaaaah!" moaned and screamed Aneta intoxicated from orgasm. It went back and forth with her. I was so excited that I didn't know what to do first. When Aneta came to herself again and stopped shaking under the rush of orgasm, I moved closer to her and showed her my erect penis. She immediately took it in her hand and started licking it. This time I started to get into orgasmic states. Aneta licked my penis and pushed it deep into her movie-actress mouth. It was electrifying and I could feel her heat on my cock. It didn't take long and I found myself in seventh heaven. Loads of semen rolled onto Aneta's tongue. She worked professionally and not a single drop went to waste. When I came to my senses, I lay down next to Aneta on the couch. We caressed and cuddled each other for a while. I was thinking about how it all developed after a year of our meeting. The strange thing was that I felt no remorse. I knew that Aneta was not a promising partner for me, because there is quite a big age difference between us.

But something brought us together and gave us this moment. It was a gift from the universe. It had to happen.

We were still lying facing each other and looking at each other. I admired her sexy curves and caressed her whole body. Sunrays fell into the cabin through the window, which multiplied the entire captivating atmosphere. At the same time, they also warmed us pleasantly. We had a great time and we were both very much in love. After a while, we embraced each other passionately and showed our love for each other. Then Aneta moved and took the position above me. She was moving her hips and I didn't even realize how I penetrated her. I had her breasts in front of me, undulating with the movement of her body. It was very irritating. Her deep sighs drove me to my best performance. I buried my face between her beautiful breasts and thrust at the pace she dictated. The whole act only lasted maybe two minutes before I lost control and felt a powerful ejaculation coming on. I couldn't stop anymore and I tightly wrapped Aneta around the waist. I was no longer able to run out of her horny vagina.

"Oh... my God... oh, Anet!!! Aaaaah!!! Oh my God!"

The entire ejaculation ended in Aneta and she did not resist it at all. She thrust so that the orgasm took place in full quality. She didn't stop. Her big breasts rippled in front of my face and I was in seventh heaven. The sexy girl that I admired so much from the first day is making love to me at full power and without inhibitions right now. I longed for her love for so terribly long, but only now has it been fulfilled. And with everything that goes with it. Aneta remained lying on top of me and whispered in my ear how beautiful she was and several times in a row. I was completely immersed in it. I didn't plan to interrupt the blissful moment, and that's why we stayed like that for quite some time. We realized that it was perhaps the first and last time in our lives. We certainly didn't think at that moment about how each of us would process it in ourselves. But we knew that what was between us would remain our secret. We will not needlessly destroy the lives we have spent so much time building. Aneta even fell asleep for a while. I got up and got dressed quietly. I sat down next to her and stroked her long blonde hair. It was getting late. Sunlight no longer penetrated through the window, but the room of the cabin was sinking into gloom. I had to wake up Aneta so that we could return home in time, so that we would not even arouse the slightest suspicion at home. And so Aneta quickly got dressed and we cleaned the room. Then we went outside the cabin and looked around.

Far and wide there was not a single person. Behind the hill we had parked cars in the parking lot. We reached the cars and hugged for a while. We looked deep into each other's eyes, and during a short goodbye, we told each other what would happen next. We will definitely write or call if possible. Aneta jumped into her Renault and quickly drove away. But I wasn't in such a hurry. After all, I had planned to go shopping at the mall. I got into my Honda and drove into town. I stopped in front of the Tesco shopping center. I wasn't so stressed anymore. The words that Aneta secretly whispered to me kept repeating in my head. I walked around the store trying to focus on the present. However, I couldn't do it even after half an hour of walking between the bookshelves.

And so I returned home. To my surprise, no one was home, so I prepared a bath with warm water. In the meantime, I received a text message on my mobile phone that everyone went to visit our family friends. So I had space for myself and could compare everything in my head. After the bath, I went to lie down on the couch in the living room and turned on the TV. There was nothing that caught my attention. The scenes from the last meeting with my lovely friend Aneta were repeated before my eyes. With the girl with the black hat in her hands, who excited me so much. I thank life for sending it to me. Although it is a relationship of a special nature that cannot even be defined. We both understand each other and know our stuff. We don't have to explain anything. In the following month, in November, Aneta did not hear from me at all. I took it that she needed time to organize her thoughts. At the beginning of December, she only sent me a text message.

"Hello how are you? Me quite well. I'm already preparing the tree for Christmas and I'm looking for gifts in the shops."

I was very pleased with the news, because I knew right away that her conscience was in order and her heart was in the right place. My life during the last few weeks also went quite naturally and nothing special happened. I devoted myself to work and responsibilities that resulted from my long-term relationship. The household functioned at full one hundred percent. In mid-December, I went to see my new cabin. I was planning to clean it up a bit and check that everything was in order. When I walked in, I immediately felt a strange sense of nostalgia.

I had before my eyes the scene that was taking place in that room and on that couch. I sat down and subconsciously moved through time. I was again in the moments when Aneta and I were making love and lying together on the couch in a passionate embrace. After a while I came back to the present time. I took a wet rag and wiped the dust off the table and furniture. I shook out all the blankets in front of the cabin. It was cold outside, but there was no snow, as has been the case for the last few years. Little by little I tidied up as I had planned. I didn't notice at all that a person was walking down the hill in the meantime. I was absorbed in my thoughts and cleaning. Suddenly someone knocked on the door. I opened the door and to my surprise Aneta was standing opposite me. It took my breath away. I didn't expect that at all. We looked at each other for a while and then she threw herself around my neck. I pulled her into the cabin so we wouldn't stand in the winter. At first we were both speechless in our embrace. Then Aneta whispered to me what I was subconsciously expecting.

"Hello Darling. I couldn't stand it anymore. I was thinking about you all the time. I can't do anything about it, even if I tell myself that I have already forgotten. Please don't judge me harshly. I missed you so much!"

After these words, the same situation that happened in the cabin the first time began to repeat itself...

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