Life lessons

have dated him for 2 years I was happy but, I soon ran into conflict with my friend for I started to talk to them but it seem there distant than usual. I understand that she had a death in the family I'm just concern and sadden I don't want it to happen I also know it's just life. I am ok for it even if it is sad I just hope to be great in life. What do I do? Do I continue not knowing or do I just fight until the end? I know it can be strange difficult and frustrating sometimes. I only wish to be guided into a path were no one can doubt me for once in my life and stop people from telling me who they want me to be because I want to prove women are more than just people to be on beauty pageant and just to look pretty on stage. We can do job beside beauty ages as we get older and what are we going to do when they stop hiring us there are so many jobs out there for me to discover I don't have a road map only a guide to help me along the way so I wish my grads good luck!!! Thank you for all the memories for I will cherish them for the rest of my life.