(Nafisah POV)
I'm trying to sleep tonight, but the cold and the shadows from the events of five days ago keep me awake. Even though it's not night anymore, but it's almost morning. It's just that the sky is still very dark, the sun is reluctant to appear faster.
I who was too lazy to close my eyes again, finally walked out of the Tent. Don't forget to wear a thick jacket and bring a blanket to warm me, I looked around. Very lonely, this lonely feeling made me immediately think of Renandra.
what is he doing out there? is he okay? I miss her scent. It's been almost a week since Renand left. No sign of existence at all, I wonder.. what should I do with all this? I want to continue to be strong, I want to be able to look fine without showing any sadness at all. But I can't, it feels like my world wants to collapse because of this loneliness.
why again should I wait for Renand? Why is God separating us again? Does the world really not like us together?