Terrible life

People always think that it's ok to be who they want to be. But that doesn't work in my case... Hi I'm Lilith and my life is a pain. let me tell you about it.. I have a dad but he is always drunk and... hits me... he doesn't mean to hit me at least I think he doesn't mean too. My mom died when I was three so I don't know much about her. I have two older brothers there names are Ace and Jackson but they're in college and when they do visit, my dad acts nice and when they ask how I'm doing I always say "I'm fine" when I'm not. I "had" a boyfriend but he cheated on me with a slut, he wasn't worth my time anyway. I have a best friend her name is Cena she's badass kind cool and fun to hang around with. She has a girlfriend named Elizabeth, Elizabeth is so pretty at one point I wanted to be her , but that would be weird because she's dating my bff, so I stopped thinking that.