Spill the beans

I am happy yet afraid.The next morning I was awake by his morning wish.I do my routine in the bathroom and after that I dress up and go downstairs for breakfast.Mom already cook Bacon and Sunnyside.

"So,,Why didn't you accept Alex proposal."

"Mom,I am confused and afraid.You know my past."

"Yes,Alex and Joe told me.But still I think he is good for you."

"I don't know..I think I need time."

"Okay,but remember us,girls don't have a lot of time.If you loose him you will never find a guy like him again."

"Hmm...Anyway..Nancy asked me to go shopping with him.So,,I think I might be late.Don't wait me for dinner."

"Be careful.Cause I don't trust her."

"Mom,She is my sister?"

"She's also your enemy."

"That was the past."

"Some past can't be left behind.Just careful."

"Okay,bye."

I kissed her cheek and rush out.I saw Alex with a bunch of Daisy in his hand.

"What are you doing here in this early morning?"

"Waiting for my Queen,so I can take her to her own castle."

"Don't you have jobs?"

"Right now my job is to make you fall for me over again."

"Such a lazy person."

"Then,try to tame yourself."

"That's what I am not willing to do."

"So,who is the lazy one?"

"Are you going to escort me or argue with me Smart mouth?"

He opened the passenger side of his Ferrari.i get in and after he get in we rush towards my office.

When we reach my office I saw it was full of Flowers..Looks like he really tried.I turn around but found he look surprised than me.

"Don't you think it's too much?"I asked.

"It ain't me."

"Then who?"

"Yours truly."And Kyle came out from nowhere and get on his knees..

"Lucy,,I mean Sasa let's get start over."

"Are you an idiot or do you think I am idiot?"

"No,I know I am wrong to deceive you.Can we start over?"

"Guards,Guards...Where the hell are they?"

"I give them leave."Chirp Kyle.

"Even if you are the only living guy in this world my answer will always be "Get the fuck out of my life."

"But I am better than this Baboon."

"Watch your mouth Kyle.He ain't like you.He is way better than you.Alex can you throw this guy out."

"Of course my love."

He push Kyle out.What the fuck is wrong with him.Anyway why did I compare him with Alex.I know Alex is sweet and loving and all but why did I say it out.I need to control my stupid mouth..

I like him,but he too betray me.So,why did I compliment him.They make my brain hurts like hell.

"So,you think I am better than him."

"That just a phrase."

"But the tone and words feels real."

"Whatever.Aren't you going to work?"

"Change the topic so soon..Why would I want to leave such a beautiful face like yours."

"Go, before I am Bored."

"Okay..Feel free to call me babe."

"I am not your babe.."

"But your face betray you."

"Just go."

Before he go he kissed my temple.I could get used to this.I loved it.But still I can't easily give in.

I got new project and I am busy as hell.Even when I am tired from work I still love it.How can someone be so lazy to lay around all day.Works make me happy..

"Knock,knock."

I looked up and saw Alex with bags.Take out bags.

"Why are you still here?"

"Miss Grumpy it's already 1 in the evening and you forgot your Lunch."

"Oh,,then I must go to the Canteen."

"No need kitty...I got you lunch."

"I want to eat Apple Pie."

"I know you loved Apple pie so I bring here for you."

"Can you stop being such a creep?"

'I am only a creep because you stole my heart."

"I wish my heart had a heart."

"Why?"

"Just saying."

The truth is I wish my heart has a heart so I can run away from him.I hate to know my heart always fall for the wrong person.

We sit there eating lunch when Nancy came and told me that she had problems with her Computer and she need to fix it now.But there's noone to fix.Alex then volunteer himself to help her.

I suddenly don't like the way my sister looked at him.The way she away her hips infront of him.But still I can't get jealous because of it as I didn't accept his proposal.

I don't know how to act or how to answer him.I resume my work and even after an hour he didn't come back.I think he went home.So I felt relieved yet afraid something bad will happened.

I was busy with my work.My new project need something that say "Modern yet Classy". It's kinda tough.I need to look around more..I think I need an inspiration.Maybe I should visit Aggie Arts Gallery.It always helps me.It is a place I wish to spend my every evening but yet, it's too expensive to always went there.

Everyday they put out new painting with different techniques and different statue.I am in loved with anything that screams "Paint from the heart."That's why I loved that place so much.

I was shocked when my office door got slammed open and Alex came in.He looked drunk.He pull me up and started to kiss me..Damn ...He is such a good kisser.

I tried to get free and push him away but he got furious and hold me tighter.So I did what I can do.I bite his lips.He pulls away,and lick his lips,I know he can taste blood..Looks like I awake the Devil.

(Thank you all my sugar pies...Merry Christmass and Happy new year)