Awaking to my love

When I woke up to jack not just was I surprised I felt a kiss on my fore ear and then deeply on the lips.   His kisses were silky.  And my forehead felt tingly like something was awakened.   When I told him that jack said it was my third eye opening.  But so did my smile.   I traced his jaw line, so rough with hair yet smooth to trace.   When he  kissed me I fall back on the bed and wrapped my legs around him.    He wasn't skinny, fat nor muscular just right. I could feel his length and we started to make love.

It wasn't a sky love making but not too too intense.   I told Him to slow down just long enough for our eyes to meet.   Our eyes were smiling at eachother.   I wanted to have his kids.  Like as if he was reading my mind he gently wadded up my hair told me that he wanted to have his children.     It's that connection that our eyes made that me what him more.

"Jack I want make our love child at Everest base camp"

"I had a pen pals from the Himalayas and I missed them since I was I kid.  When I meet you I was going up Everest on my own for ptsd awareness and acceptance, because I have ptsd. "

You have that too."

"Yes sweetie, I was born in an abusive home and swore never to be like that.  It hurts me sweeties that we are either murders or drunkards.   I want to prove other wise.  I am sorry you have it too."

Just hearing this love of my life a peaceful man go to tears I was heart broken for both of us.

"I love you Alex,"

I told him softly and gently to make love me.  

I couldn't wait to with him on top of Everest with him.  To be able kiss him up at 30000 ft.  But he said it would be a just a short kiss because can be there for more than fifteen minutes.   As he was saying this I could feel him running his hand on the side of my body.

What a nice feeling it was.