CHAPTER THREE

When Nate was 11, he discovered his father's collection of homemade videos featuring him having sex with young gay men and transgender women. It was a very sad thing to him his father being a porn start, so Nate start working out, made sure he will do anything to subdue his anger, depict all his struggles Nate becomes a successful quarterback who struggles with anger issues and sexual insecurities. In the present, because of what happened th night of the party which made Nate so angry and he broke into Tyler's house and severely beats him, accusing him of raping Maddy at McKay's party after Maddy falsely tells him she blacked out, though she made a pretty bad idea risking someone's life because of love, I know it is inevitable. On the first day of the week in school, I broke down after being asked to talk about my summer. Cassie's sister Lexi attempts to comfort me, but I lashes out at her. I reminisces about trying oxycodone, A rare and expensive hard drugs from Ash for the first time at 13, before her father died she has been stealing from her father's prescription, though it was a hard drugs for a kid of 13 years. Kat discovers that a video of her having sex at McKay's party is circulating online and realizes she can make money as a camgirl, horrifying. Jules starts messaging with Nate, who impersonates Tyler, while McKay spends time with Cassie and accuses her of being too sexually forward. Mouse, Ash's intimidating supplier, coerces me into trying fentanyl.

One thing men don't understand is life is too short no matter how long a person lives, I got home that night met my mom in the living room crying, I don't know why but I know she felt bad about something, maybe about me, I could say a word though I felt bad for her but still I did what I had to do that night, " THE DRUG TEST". Because I don't know what her plan may be the following morning when I was done, I slept.

The following morning I didn't see her so I ask my sister were mom at, he said she had early work shift so she left early the morning and It got me really confused cuz at first I thought It was my fault that night, I didn't bother me anymore immediately I was done with the conversation with my sister I got a message from Vera " were are you, can we hang out together, there is something I wanna tell you". I read the message I wonder why and it didn't bother me all I need was drugs right away.