Sigh

"Are you okay now?". Sebastian asked looking at me with so much concern in his eyes.

After crying so much, he had carried me to his room, and right now, I was sitting on his bed, the edge of the bed to be exact.

Sebastian was sitting beside me.I looked around his room. He was not a man of colour because every thing in his room was that of a grey colour.

His chairs, sofa, bed sheets, curtains, wall painting, everything in general.

Looking at the bed, my heart broke. I wondered how many women had laid on this bed with him.

"I asked you a question, woman! ". He said again, his demeanor changing from that of concern to a cold one.What exactly did I do now?.

"I'm fine, thank you". I replied, playing with my fingers.

He sighed, got off the bed, walked to the little cupboard besides the bed, took out a lighter, and a pack of cigarette.

"You smoke?".

It was a shocker to me. I always promised myself, never to marry a man that smokes, and here I was, already betrothed to one, without my knowledge.

"What does it look like?" . He replied, taking one cigarette out of the pack and putting it in his mouth.

Honestly, what I did next, was really brave. I don't know where I got the courage, but I did it.I stood up, walked to him, and took the cigarette from his mouth.

I walked to the little bin in his room and threw it inside.

"As my supposed to be husband, I don't encourage smoking, so you'd better stop, else, I'm not getting married to you". I said, crossing my arms on my chest.

He chuckled.

'What exactly did I say that was funny? '.

I really hate the guts of this man.

"If you weren't mine, I really don't know what I would've done to you". He replied, with a poker face. Gone were his smiles, now came, scary Sebastian.

"Who told you I'm yours?". I asked, biting my lower lip.

Who does he think he is?.His eyes stared at my lips for a while, before he replied.

Weird.

"If I said you were mine, then you are". He replied, sitting back on the bed. The way the bed went down with his weight, showed how strong and heavy he must be.

I was really trying not to stare at his chest. He was still shirtless.

"Please, put on a shirt or something". I said rolling my eyes. Men and their stupid ego.

"And if I don't?"

."It looks like it's about to rain, you might catch a cold".

I replied.

He turned around to see the darkened clouds. He stood up, and closed his balcony, and his curtains.Everywhere was dark now, but the lights in the room, still help me in seeing things clearly.

"I never knew you cared that much about my well being". He said walking towards me.

"Who said I ever did? ". I replied sharply. He smiled, showing me his perfectly white teeth. God, he was dreamy. Snap out of it l!.

"So you want me to die? "."Why would you say something as barbaric as that?. Death isn't a joking matter. May the blessed Lord in heaven show you mercy. " I replied scoffing. He was now infront of me, staring at me. I felt cold now. Why was he staring at me like that?.

"Have you been touched before?". He asked, his eyes dancing with mayhem.

"Of course not. My body is the temple of God. I keep this Body for only one man, my husband".

I said at a length. What did he take me for?.

He laughed.

What exactly did I say that was funny?.

"What's funny?. Is it bad that I'm still a virgin at my age?". I asked, starting to get annoyed.

Immediately, I felt his hand on my waist. He pulled me to him, making our noses touch.

"I know you are a virgin. I meant, have you been touched here?". I

felt his hand, cup my vagina.

I gasped. What did he think he was doing?.

"Let me go!". I tried pushing him away. But he wasn't budging. Instead, he held me in place. Raising my gown, ripping my panties off with his hand.

Leaving my ass bare.

"What are you doing?. Let me go!" I said, trashing in his hold.

He smiled, lifting me up by me waist, and throwing me on his bed. I kept on hitting his chest, but it felt like I was just hitting a hard rock, my efforts were futile.

He held both my hands above my head, and shut me up, by kissing me.What in the Lord's name was going on?.

I didn't give him the access into my mouth, until I felt his fingers rubbing my bare vagina.

God!... Why did it feel so good?.

I gasped, and his tongue explored my mouth. I was lost between being alarmed or enjoying what hi was doing to my vagina.

He detached his mouth from mine, but he continued rubbing my vagina.

"I want to eat you out, do you want that baby?". He asked me, whispering his desires in my ear. I bit my bottom lip, closed my eyes shut, and tried to get back to my senses.

This was wrong. I felt his finger try to penetrate me, it felt good and painful at the same time.

"Damnit!. Your pussy is so tight!. So fucking tight!". He replied his voice getting deeper.

"What…what…what is a pussy?". I asked, moaning