CHAPTER 14

I watch everyone disperse and I follow Kori inside the RV, the rest of the girls get inside and I can feel their questions burning through me and I calmly head to the bedroom and change into jeans and a black t-shirt along with my coat and boots. I rejoin them and all my girls are still in their swimsuits as I say my piece.

"I gave my word to Natsuko's mother, I didn't understand the reason why she made me do it and I figured it'd be nothing. Now I know better but I have to keep my word," I tell my girls quietly.

"Okay but why do you have to keep your word when it's one of us who was hurt," Katy asks confused," If you were manipulated then it doesn't matter and we should deal with this now."

"Except it doesn't make sense, since everything ended Natsuko hasn't been acting like everything is fine," Kori says bringing focus to her," She's been scared of Guy and distant with all of us. If she did what she did for gain then why the guilt, I want to know more first but not tonight."

"Okay sis that's great and all but I'm stuck on Guy 'having' to keep his word," Katy says becoming upset again.

She's the only other person in the room who is standing with me and I can tell she's too mad to understand. I know I'm going to have to break this down quickly; I back her up against the wall and slam my hand against the wall next to her, shocking the whole room.

"I break my word to her and that's where it starts, what promise have I made do I break next," I ask before backing off," I either keep my word on this or I might as well just cut ties with all of you. Now you want me to start breaking things off. I'll start right here and now."

"No you won't," Rachael says, pulling my attention to her," You get some space and think, then you come back and we work it out. But you come back to us, we'll be here."

Rachael takes my hand and gives it a kiss before I head out from the RV and make my way down the road. It's still bright outside and I'm down the road alone. Normally I'd listen to music or try to figure out how or why this happened but tonight I'm just dark and angry and I have nobody to blame but myself. Shit was going too good, I should have seen it but I was too blinded by the fucking moment that I missed Natsuko's demeanor for months. She was tired of hiding and so she just writes a confession in Japanese for us when only her brother and Lily can read it. It's not making sense as to why she would do anything like this to Kori or any of the girls. I was good to her I think, always respected her and gave her my time when she needed it. I've treated her almost like a girl friend but she's too much of a friend for that and we both know there are no feelings so I'm stuck back in the immortal question, why?

An hour of walking and I'm passing through a more inner city than I'm used to but I keep my head down passing people and they mind their own business. I must have a shadow about me that is keeping people from talking to me when the homeless guy doesn't even try to ask me for some cash. Yeah I'm that far down in the black that when I hear the unmistakable sounds of anger and fear coming from across the street. My curiosity gets the better of me and if I can't cause violence I figure I can watch some. It's down a large alley, almost big enough for a car to get down save for the dumpsters. My entertainers are what looks like a small tanned guy in a light purple hoodie and gray sweatpants being threatened against a back wall by an angry Latino male in sagging jeans and a button up shirt. I don't hide my approach from them but they seem to be more interested in their own conversation when I watch the Latino turn the smaller guy around and start fumbling with his pants. I went from curious to disgusted in under four seconds. All I want is some violence but now I'm stuck with a gay porno. Well if you want something done right you better do it yourself.

I sprint up and grab the Latino by the collar and pull him backwards before bringing my shin in contact with the back of his knee hard. I watch as he hits the ground and starts to get up but I catch him flush with the bottom of my boot and I can feel the teeth loosen as I send him rolling against a dumpster. I'm seeing red and where I would normally wait for him to defend himself but instead I bring my boot toe into his ribs. Over and over I kick him before dropping to my knees and holding his head by the hair at the top start slamming my fist into his cheek and eye repeatedly. I don't tire out after raining countless shots to the head but I do take notice of my work with blood on my hands and a face that resembles hamburger. Nose is all sorts of sideways and I think I'm being asked to stop but it's coming out funny. I stand up and see movement out of the corner of my eye and turn to strike my new target, my reaction being better than most. I stop my fist in mid flight and see that the little guy is more of a woman now that I can see her face. She's about 5'7" and has dark brown skin, almost Arab with very plain features and simple glasses. She's staring at me with a healthy amount of shock and my brain kicks back in with what to do about a bleeding person in an alley and blood on my hands, walking away.

I get clear of the alley and notice that the world keeps on spinning no matter the carnage that did or could have occurred in the alley. I don't know what to do but I know exactly where to go, Kori. I want Kori and I want her right now more than I've wanted anything in a long time. Not saying I don't love and want all my girls but for some reason the only thing on my mind is Kori. I am walking faster than normal when I can tell I'm being followed and stop suddenly to see the young woman, still probably older than I am about three steps behind me.

"What," I ask quickly.

"I wanted to thank you," She says, a little scared and confused.

"So you did now go home," I tell her, turning back to my walk.

"Hey are you okay," she asks, trying to keep pace but ends up jogging a little.

"I feel like I just fucked Mila Kunis without a condom and she called me back," I tell her not breaking stride.

"Well I mean I could do the real thing for you," she says causing me to stop and glare at her," I mean you did save me from an alley rape or something so I figure I owe you one."

"And explain to me why, when I have blood on my hands and women waiting for me back at my place that I would want to fuck around with you," I ask backing her up against a wall," Really I don't have time for your crush on the knight in shining armor because I'm not."

"Not a what," the woman asks me confused.

"Not some stupid… fuck it nevermind," I want to say knight but she's not following the conversation and I'm getting distracted from what I want right now.

I keep walking and she keeps talking to me trying to gain some sort of information as to who I am and what I'm doing here. I don't really answer and she just keeps dumping information, apparently her name is Lana and she's down here for college and was jogging home when she got stopped by a guy and dragged into the alley. I haven't even shown her the slightest interest and yet she keeps talking and while I'm planning on fucking Kori in front of god and the world this little twit is making a case for gagging her with my cock. I'm not sure about stopping and just getting it over with but as soon as I see the RV I am hyped up for Kori in the worst way and as I get to the RV I yank the door open and rush inside to find nobody is 'home'. I left them all here and they're not here, I came back and they're not here. Fine I'll wait for them to get back is my thought and I sit down on the bed all decked out with my hood up and blood on my hands.

"So do you want to talk about where the 'girls' are," Lana asks, following me inside and closing the door.

"Sit down and shut your fucking cock sucker," I tell her coldly," I will wait for my girls and you can either wait with me in silence or you can leave. If you are serious about fucking me then you're going to have to wait because someone deserves it more than you right now."