Rage an uncontrollable rage exploded inside me in that very moment as I ripped apart the tear leading into the Creeds Realm.
Watching him be consumed by madness I no longer wish to observe what is to come I already know what is to follow this, as if knowing my demands I am ejected from witnessing the birth of the Dragon of Destruction.
I don't wish to relive myself destroying everything in the Void.
As I took my true form even the Creed shut the gateway they made once they realized the mistake in causing me to go berserk.
This was something they could not fight against as they have just created their own demise, for now they will think they can escaped only to soon perish to the beast they enraged.
The scene before me now is after I finished wiping out everything on both sides, there still possessed by madness I attack the empty space around me.
Destroying even space and time my rampage causes reality to collapse upon itself, with nothing else to destroy or stop me this continued for eons.
Time slowly brought back my senses, looking around at the catastrophe I caused I find that reality no longer affects me as if I no longer exist.
Short moments of madness still happen from time to time until I can fully calm down gaining control over my true form and my full power.
Retracting the uncountable wings into my back my massive body coils with my head as the center condensing this massive body into the childlike one I have always had.
As a blood red line runs down from both my eyes the red from them recedes with the green merging with the red before being replaced by pure gold.
Numbing my emotions with the help of my powers seemed to be the best option for me, to focus on how to undo what I have caused.
I first roamed about the damaged reality that kept trying to fix itself but was falling apart, it was absorbing the excess energy coming off me repairing the damage I caused.
As I no longer qualify as something that exist in any reality it was not able to gain much from me yet it kept trying like it was alive and fighting off it's death.
With this in mind I decided to help it by going into a state of hibernation while it feed off the energy I would produce as time went on, as a Guardian the longer I live the stronger I would become.
Deep in a slumber I rested as the memories of those I wiped out entered my mind, with my madness no longer suppressing these memories many of my defensive abilities activated on their own to protect me.
If I have another breakdown I am sure this new life trying to survive will be dead once I snap out of it, so I numb my emotions even more seeing them as unneeded locking a few each into my 6 pair of eyes.
While I struggled in my sleep against the various personality changes I managed to stabilize myself, I failed to count the amount of time it took for this to happen but my mind is now like a evergrowing maze.
During this time I succeeded in helping it survive, I could feel its gaze on me most likely because I no longer exist to reality.
I appear as a abnormality to it this was my thought but the gaze was one of extreme devotion.
Maybe because my ability as a God of Balance or because I killed every single God of Creation my body houses all three affinities. Balance, Destruction and Creation causing my power to evolve and improve making me even more of a monster.
If I destroyed both realities just from unleashing my power how can they survive if I bring them back now.
Thinking about a solution to this problem I failed to notice that the two realities merged into one, but are separated by the rip I made long ago.
This creature is linked to both realities and seems to control them she and I are the only things left here within the darkness that is space.
Searching my memory I find out I killed the two other reality controllers and she is now the new controller of existence in this Realm of reality.
Slowly over time I learn to connect with her finding that her glare was that of a child staring at its hero, savior and parent as I do not wish to live as something I am not I give her the memories of the two of her kind.
She left me alone for awhile only to return able to manifest herself in front of me as well as speak my language, the young girl is of a race I never encountered before shocking me, she also informs me that she knows everything I did and will always watch over me.
I can hear the worship and love in her voice, taking out a colorless orb from her chest she smiles at me with both her hands stretched out.
As a transcendent female voice enters my head I look into the silver eyes of the young girl speaking to my body, soul and mind.
"Your people are named Guardians, so I ask you Dragon of Destruction who has cleansed everything.
Will you become my Guardian and protect me forever!
Those before me died to you alongside their protectors, I am sure they would have made you their 'Guardian' if they survived but now that is no longer possible.
So Dashnell will you protect me, my beloved God of Destruction my Savior who gave me life!?"
She said with a smile on her face as her mouth did not move a single time.
Accepting the orb I notice my hand size is larger expanding my vision to my surroundings I now no longer have a body of a 10 year old child but now possess an adult form.
Bright light breaking apart the scene before me I know I can not watch anymore but there is no longer a need as it is imprinted deep into my mind.
"Verena, Crest! for you both I shall follow your dying wishes and protect this young being of existence that watches us all, she is young and I have influenced her.
I will never interfere in how she does things as I silently protect her for all eternity."
The Vow I made long ago is now once again known to me.
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Rising up I find myself within a seal surrounded by my wives as I had one eye open I know nothing happened this time around, even so they seem to worry about another rampage happening.
If only they knew I subconsciously held back last time, looking around with my one golden eye I notice I am alone inside the seal.
Expanding my will out of it I look at the Capital City to see the citizens roaming around still searching for the missing and collecting the bodies of the dead, getting up alerts the scout division maintaining the seal.
Before they could even act I appeared outside of it walking towards the familiar scout leader Kate, holding up her weapon at me I hear in her mind the panic as she calls for the others.
"How many times must I tell you all to relax? Once I finish sorting out the things in my head our bond will stop preventing you from my mind.
Also don't be mad at me I was not the one who locked you all out, if in my state of madness you were still connected most of you would have also enter that state of madness." I said.
Looking a the confusion on her face she rushes at me, squeezing me with all her might as a wave of emotions assault her.
As she cries in my arms the others arrive and not just them I see the army that was brought by that old man here as well, they really worried I see. I won't be explaining this to them I will leave it to Tia and her mother they have a better way with words than I.
High in the air Ibrahim looks down at me at first with worry then a smile creeps across his old face, so this old man is one of my manifested abilities given life.
Watching over me even now after so long such loyalty I will give him a present later, he then signals for the troops to fall back and continue helping the injured and finding the dead, sending him a command he stops for a second before issuing to them a new order.
The look of surprise on his face last only a brief moment before he turns back into the emotionless old man we all expect him to be, my next headache is the few thousand wives standing in front of me with looks that could kill.
Among them are a few wives of the loyal soldiers who meet their end at my hands.
Opening my shut left eye red and green shine bright as the ground trembles around us, I lift up my left hand as Kate is still within my right.
Now that are minds are once again linked they find what I am attempting to do an unbelievable task that is until the body of Three Suns who was to be buried once I woke up glows with a bright golden light.
With a thunderous roar and burst of scorching heat Three Suns rises up from the dead shouting.
"Live well Tomas don't join me to soon I must try to do....." Stopping his speech he finds his wife clutching his once deceased body.
"Forgive me for killing you General Three Suns, welcome back when you and your wife regain your calm visit me in the throne room." I said Carrying Kate on my right shoulder walking towards the throne rooms 'sideroom'.