4) Fear

I was in Declan's dorm making out with him and things got heated which caused me to get half naked. Then the negative energy struck. And this time it felt different.

The last time i felt it was 4 months ago on the day me and Eli met. Since the energy was here so long ago, I thought it went away,

But it didn't.

I tensed up. Goosebumps rose up in my body. I fucking froze. I stayed still like a statue as Declan tried to kiss me cuz i wasn't moving my lips.

"Are you okay baby? We can take things slow if you're not ready. I - I'm so sorry". Declan said worried.

I wanted to tell him, OH DECLAN ITS OKAY, IM OKAY. IM READY FOR THIS. IM READY TO DO THIS. But I couldn't even move, how would I speak.

My body froze, tensed up, got goosebumps, and I couldn't speak. These all symptoms proved I was in...

FEAR.

NO. NO NO NO THIS CAN'T BE. I AM NOT IN FEAR. THIS CAN'T BE. IT JUST CAN'T. I CANNOT BE IN FEAR. ABSOLUTELY NOT.

I started panicking. This is fucking fear.

I WAS IN FEAR.

Suddenly I felt Declan's mouth on me. He kept blowing into my mouth which told me he was giving me.. CPR? Really? CPR? I don't think mouth to mouth is going to work... nevermind it worked.

I snapped out of it. I blinked a couple of times. Then i felt my body loose balance and I fell on Declan.

He, out of concern, kept asking me what happened. But I couldn't say or do anything except cry.

So I balled my eyes out on Declan's bare skin. I WAS IN FEAR.

IN FEAR.

~Hi my lovies~

So I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter.

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Anyways that's all from me

See y'all in chapter 5❣️