Will My Suffering End With Suicide?
[Luna? You still there?]
[Honey, please answer me.]
Luna was silent when there was an incoming message notification on her cell phone. Luna didn't want to reply to messages from Robert because if she did then Robert would never be able to forget her. When she was daydreaming suddenly someone opened the bedroom door wide and approached Luna, he stood a bit far away so she didn't know if his master's daughter was holding the cell phone she used to call Robert.
"Miss Luna, I am sorry because I suddenly entered Miss's room," said the bodyguard with a burly body and a frightening look.
"Why did you come to me, Eddy??" asked Luna without turning to the guards.
"Don't you want breakfast? The waiter has prepared a favorite dish for you and deliberately brought it here," replied the guard.
Instantly Luna looked at the man, with a sharp and cold gaze she chased away the guards.,"You just eat all those dishes! I have no appetite for food! Quick, get out of my sight and don't bother me!"
"But Miss—"
"Go, hurry!" shouted Luna hysterically.
"Alright, I am leaving. Once again I apologize for disturbing Miss," He stammered, he surprised to see Luna's attitude which was very different from usual days.
The guard turned his body and immediately went out of the room, closed the door but didn't lock it according to Arthur's orders, then sent the servant back to the kitchen.
"Waiter, you heard yourself, didn't you? Miss Luna refused breakfast, just take all this food and drink to the kitchen," Eddy ordered.
"But if Miss Luna doesn't have breakfast, she will get sick. How is it? What should I say to Mr. Arthur and Mrs. Jessica later?" asked the tall, fat, and curly-haired maid.
"You don't need to think about that, I will tell Mr. Arthur later," Eddy said firmly.
"Alright," She said quietly, sadly she looked at her lady's door which was tightly closed, after which she returned to the kitchen carrying a trolley containing various kinds of delicious dishes specially made for Luna.
In a luxurious and all-pink room, Luna stepped towards the wardrobe. She turned off her cell phone, took the simcard installed on the cellphone, then stored it in the cupboard.
"Robert, from today onwards we don't have to be in touch with each other anymore. I know you love me very much, but I can't resist my parents' wishes. If I could live as freely as any other woman out there, I would be very happy. If I kill myself because I was arranged marriage to a man I don't know, will my suffering also end??" Luna monologued, then she closed the cupboard, lay down on the bed, and tried to sleep even though it was still bright.
There was nothing else she could do but sleep and calm her chaotic mind due to all the troubles that had happened to her
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Andy entered Elizabeth's room carrying a package containing Elizabeth's favorite food. The woman was lost in thought while sobbing, then Andy put the food and drink packages on the table next to the bed and gently stroked Elizabeth's stomach.
"Eliza, I am going home first. I want to take a shower and get some clothes at home, later if you feel hungry take the food on the table, ok," said Andy.
Elizabeth looked at Andy with sad eyes, she just nodded her head in response to Andy's words.
"Come on, don't cry anymore. I don't want to see you sad like this all the time, if you are sad our child will feel sad too," Andy shrank Elizabeth's tears with both hands.
"Andy ..." Elizabeth gripped Andy's hand tightly, "You have to open your heart to Miss Luna because soon she will be your wife.
Hearing Elizabeth's words suddenly made Andy gasp, "Why do you say that, Eliza?? Don't you want to marry me??"
"I really want to marry you and live with you and our children in another city, but your father wants a future daughter-in-law to match you. While I am just an ordinary woman in your father's eyes, your family's wealth is far greater than mine," Elizabeth's eyes filled with tears again, her heart ached like it was being slashed by a knife.
"No, after all I will still choose you, not Luna. I will do anything to maintain our relationship, Honey," Andy assured Elizabeth.
"I am tired of all this, Andy," Elizabeth slapped Andy's hand, then she turned her face to the right side avoiding her lover's sad gaze.
Andy took a deep breath after hearing Elizabeth's words earlier. He didn't know what else to do to convince the woman he loved so much.
"You go home, I want to sleep for a while," Elizabeth snapped without looking at Andy.
"Alriight, you rest first. I will come back here later," Andy replied flatly.
Before Andy left the room he didn't forget to kiss Elizabeth's distended stomach, kissed her head gently and then she stepped out, closed the door and leaned against the wall. Andy burst into tears when he was in front of Elizabeth's room.
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