Fang Zicheng pursed his lips when he heard this.
Number 199 asked again, "Brother, why did you suddenly ask this?"
Fang Zicheng said, "I… want to be like a normal person with emotions." What he was doing now was according to Qiao Jiusheng and the rest's teachings. When they told him to love and protect his younger brother, he would love him. When they told him to respect the teacher, he would respect the teacher.
He suddenly felt that this was very meaningless. He wanted to feel what it meant to like someone and what it meant to be angry.
"There's no hurry. You're still young."
Fang Zicheng nodded.
What Number 199 did not tell Fang Zicheng was that many patients with emotional disorders would be isolated from the world when they reached adulthood. As they could not feel any feelings, their days were like water, bland and boring. Gradually, some people would lose their desire to live.
Many people in this patient group committed suicide.