Too sickly.. (2)
Apollo sat there looking at the man his mind felt slightly fozy but now he can process what is happening
He looked at the man named Luis cooking, this is his new butler in his first life he was at a far back in his life and he took some off his anger on this man
"..." as he looked at the man he felted a warmth and sadness in his heart, he looked so much like his father...
He did a lot of horrible things to this man and he regrets it, but its most have been about two days since the butler was placed here and in those few weeks he was being trained to work for me
"Young Master there is only eggs, tomatoes and potatoes.. do you mind only eating that?" He asked with frown as he looked at the state of the kitchen
Apollo didn't answer but just nodded and the man started the cook
Apollo started to think about his life and this world, he thinks he's about six right now because of the slap on his cheek that he saw on his first day here
He got that slap when he was begging tagging and crying to his mother for a bit of attention but she got annoyed and slapped him and pushed him away
It really broke his heart that time
He remembered that when he was around 17 he sent his sister to the forest of dreams to die when his mother went on a trip to a another kingdom for 4 months and the sister the princess came back on his 18 birthday which was 3 months after he sent he away
Her revenge on me took about 4 months to put in order with the help of the ml and everyone who loved her
And after the revenge was done he got locked up in the Royal prison where he was tortured for a long time, thay even cut his tongue to avoid hearing his painful screams and when was 23 he finally died
Apollo shiver at the memory.. he wondered if he has to feel the pain of being tortured and neglected again? He doesn't want that.. after all under hus pervious families tender care he grow attracted like really attracted.. and he all so figured out he needed alot of attention.. he doesn't want to go back to begging and crying to get atlest a look from his mother even if it was filled with hate or annoyance.. he doesn't want that.. he doesn't want it..
H-he wants to be loved.. pampered a-and care for.. not being hit or pushed away.. he wants.. he wants.. he wants his family..
Apollo teared up and sniffed before he hurryly rubbed it was and calmed himself down
He no's this is his punishment for all his wrong doings but.. wasn't he punished enough through his 18-23 years of living in that cursed prison..? But.. it's not his choice to choose if he is punished enough that is the choice of the gods...
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Did I do good? Did I?? I was trying to write him grief-stricken arc so all through his childhood will be him healing ok? I will explain more about hus world in the next chapter ok bye!!!