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Regrets of my life

My first book is out- Dusk Veiled Desires: cunning devotion. [PAINFUL POEMS] VOLUME 1: Short poems. Amidst the roses in full bloom, Under the starry night's bright loom, A girl sits in the garden alone, Penning down her heart's sorrowful tone. The moonlight casts a dim hue, Reflecting on her hair's brown hue, As tears flow silently from her eyes, Longing for the one she loves but denies... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ VOLUME 2: You and me (well you need to read to find out what's inside) {starts from chapter 53} "Well... I think this is our goodbye," she softly sighed, A bittersweet farewell, emotions amplified. "But I can't leave you," he pleaded with his heart, Their love entangled, yet forced to part. "My love, I'm not real," she whispered, eyes filled with pain, An ethereal presence, destined to wane. "You are to me," he vowed, his voice trembling, Their connection profound, their souls assembling. "You know that I will always be with you, But not physically, my love, this much is true," She spoke with tender sorrow in her tone, A love transcending bounds, their spirits known... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ whatever I write here is totally based on my real life. (unrequited love) Hello there! Welcome to this book, which is not a novel or a story. In this book, I will share my poetry and inner thoughts, which I've been hiding for a long time. All of my writing is based on my life, and I kindly ask that you do not repost my work without giving me credit. Thank you I hope you enjoy reading my writing and find something that resonates with you. -zylyria YOU CAN READ ANY VOLUME FIRST. It just depends upon your preference.

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fear..

I fill up my schedule with endless tasks,

To avoid the memories that continue to last,

With each ticking minute and passing hour,

I try to suppress my feelings with power.

I dive into work and bury myself deep,

And force my mind to think of things to keep,

My thoughts distracted from the pain inside,

Hoping the sadness will eventually subside.

I clean the house and do the laundry too,

And run errands until my to-do list is through,

I exercise and cook and read for hours on end,

Anything to keep my mind from starting to bend.

I don't want to sit and think and feel,

For fear that the emotions will become too real,

So I keep moving and doing and working away,

Hoping that with time, the hurt will decay.

But deep down I know it's just a delay,

The pain will resurface and come out to play,

And when it does, I'll have to face it head on,

And finally deal with what I've been running from.

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