680 Jin's burden (2)

Jin was well aware that Shui would not understand where he was coming from without context. They never met Kang Xue in this life so how was it possible for him to have any relationship with her? It was just as Jin expected. The look of utter confusion reflected across her face. 

"...Slept with Kang Xue? Kang Yuze's sister we just met outside?" More than feeling hurt and crushed, the oddity of the entire conversation puzzled her.

The mental exhaustion seeped into every crevice of Jin's heart, and a strong fear gripped him. "Just…leave…" his voice had no strength left as his eyes turned redder and redder.

"No," she stared at him fixedly, gaining determination in her stance. "I will stay here with you."

Trembling, he turned his head for the first time ever since he had abruptly left. Meeting her gaze, he asked, stupefied, "You…want to hear me talking about my intimate past with a woman when you like me?"