Ymir pep talk

Last time in I was reborn in attack on titan as a Bender

I watched as he let her get off his back and talked to her, I saw them laugh.

"They seem very close" I heard Ymir's familiar voice said

I couldn't refute what she was saying because they seemed very close, too close.

"I wonder when those 2 are going to date, "Ymir said

"D.at.e," I said stuttering a bit

"I wonder how long it will take her to confess, but anyway that's none of our business right Krista" Ymir said looking at me

'Jack wouldn't date her right...would he..what those that leave me I thought

"Ymir, do you think he would accept if she confessed"I manage to let out

"Hm, why are you interested, you don't know him"Ymir answer

"Please just answer me," I said with a lower voice.

"I don't see him refusing, "Ymir said, the word that left her mouth were like somebody dropped a bucket of cold water on me, if this were to happen, i .....

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Now we continue where we left off

I was about to walk over to him and talked when I suddenly hear the voice of my dad inside my head 'if I see you anywhere near him, I would use you to kill him, don't you dare sully the name of the royal families more than you have already

With those words echoing in my head, my body stopped and I wasn't able to move at all, I froze on the spot, but no matter how much I tried, my body refuse to listen to me and I was just shaking.

It was as if my father's words were like a chain that I couldn't escape, chains that I couldn't break, the more I tried, the tighter the chain was around my throat.

He was so close to me, I could reach him in a matter of seconds if I walked toward him, but it feel like he is so far, that he was getting further away from me.

"Krista are you alright," Ymir said, she probably notice my body shaking.

"I'm fine, "I said.

"The bald guy is going to be here soon, so unless you want to get yelled at, it would be better of you to get ready, "Ymir said as she put her hand on my shoulder.

I nodded my head before walking off with Ymir.

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Time skip

"Today you cadets are going to try out a real Odm gear without the training wheel, some of you may die and some of you may wish that you died"Commander Shadit yelled out to us

The equipment was already out so as soon as Shadit dismissed us, we walked toward them and put on our Odm gear.

It was very tight, I'm guessing it is right because if it was loose, it would probably not stick to you as much and fall off and when you are in the air, that is something you wouldn't want.

We followed commander Shadit as he made us run behind him while he was on a horse telling us to catch up.

"I have seen fucking snail faster than all of you"I heard commander Shadit's voice say but I was too tired to even look up at him, we were running pretty fast and we are carrying our Odm gear with us.

It didn't make any better that he was sending comments like that at us, my breathing was getting less control every 5 seconds that I was running.

I took a deep breath in and breathed out slowly with my mouth, making sure that my breathing stayed under control.

Time_skip

By the end of everything, I was exhausted and my breathing was not anywhere near as controlled as it was a second ago, my lung cried out for some air.

I wasn't the only one in this pitiful situation, more than 95% of everyone here was as exhausted as I was if not more, and even some of the people that didn't look exhausted you could tell that they were tired, but then there was Jack, looking like he didn't just run that distance.

He looked very bored like he was expecting something more.

"There definitely something going between you and him," Ymir said

Hearing a voice behind me when there was no one behind a second ago frightened me a bit causing me to jump in fright before I notice it was her.

"What are you talking about"I responded

"Anyone with a half-functioning brain can tell something is going on between two, "Ymir said a bit bored

"If you don't want to tell me that ok but I will continue asking until you answer, "Ymir said

"He is my childhood friend," I said with my head lower

"If he is your childhood friend, then why are you avoiding him"Ymir said with a confused look on her face.

"It's complicated"I manage to let out.

"He doesn't seem like he hates you, and you don't hate him, so it definitely not that, "Ymir said with a questioning look.

I didn't say anything, she looked at me before saying"He doesn't look like the kind that would be intimidated by someone else and he from what I see he can tolerate a lot of things"

"How do you know so much," I said a bit confused about how she can describe Jack so well when she only talked to him once.

"You seem to be a bit obsessed with him so I wanted to see what does he have to get your attention so much" Ymir answered bluntly

"It doesn't take a genius to figure out that you have some affection toward him, so what holding you back," Ymir said looking at me with an eye that say what stopping you.

"I swear if you say some stupid shit about you didn't do it because you were scared for him, I will be disappointed in you, "Ymir said

A/N. yes, I'm using Historia character to practice writing internal conflict