Chapter 9

Chapter eight;walk through the mountains

We hardly talked about anything at the dinner outing. I just make sure to fill myself up, so I won't feel any emotions in any way as they both discussed about things that I was not interested in, in anyway so I continue to watch them and reply whenever it was necessary …..I continued to check on the time because I could not spend another hour with the both of them discussing mostly about boring things and acting like lovers.

I remembered this exact night from my previous life and all I did was laugh at whatever they said and whenever they try to make me feel assured about my life and the sudden death of my parents but at this extend I could not even bring up a fake smile I kept wondering….. what was happening with Loki I never meant to drive him away so suddenly and all with the excuse of blaming his father for the death of my parents instead of me to compensate with him and make his father's funeral a befitting one instead. I yelled at him continuously blaming him and his father and even calling him a mere driver's son.

I never knew what got over me was it my endless love for Ronald that made me so blinded.

I could not even differentiate between right or wrong and continued to make mistakes in my past life.

But now I know the difference between right and wrong and I am ready to make amends. Maybe I was given a second chance because the prophecy had not come to pass and I had already made so many mistakes. This time around I would make sure the prophecy comes to pass through me and I don't want to disappoint the moon goddess now.

I was only soft-hearted then because I thought it would never come to pass because of my brother but now even if it was a fake prophecy….. I will make sure to bring it to Life by all means possible.

It seemed like Ronald and Natasha was finally ready to leave , because they stared at me

"Are you all ready to leave " I asked

" Yes, you just finish our dishes even though you finished yours hours ago" they said to me

" I was really starving and I did not want my food to get cold before I savor it " I said to them as Ronald laughed out loud

"What is so funny" I asked

" Nothing is actually funny, I am just fascinated at the fact that you could eat that much so quickly. were you really that eager to go home " Roland ask

I stood up dropping the handkerchiefs on the table

"Are we going to keep talking about this or will we leave? I really have something to attend to at home" I said

" let's just go home " Natasha said to Ronald

At least if you want to listen to me he will be listening to his one and only love which he did. He stood up. We can leave now. It seems like you two really want to leave and besides it is already getting late I was escorted outside by Roland as Natasha followed behind.

Just when I was about to enter my seat , Natasha rushes towards the door and opens it quickly.... what is wrong with her ,why is she acting so childish all of a sudden Roland turns to look at me like he was waiting for me to say anything but I did not bother saying anything,

I was not ready to say anything, so I opened the back door and got in.... Natasha turns quickly to look at me but I just sit back like nothing happened.

I don't really care if you like to use it and always hear anything you want to do. It is your choice. She was already a huge headache for me ….. I was not ready to get into a fight or argue with her, over a man this was not a new attitude of mine….. right from the first time I was always a kind of lady who would not go too far trying to satisfy a man maybe that was why I was never hurt by Ronald not as much as I thought because I did not put my all into it because I always had it part of my mind , I always felt like something was wrong maybe being with him was not my destiny.

The ride home was very slow but when I checked on the time... it was almost an hour since we entered the road and still had not gotten home.

" Ronald why is it taking so long to reach home "I asked , moving closer to the both of them

Roland looked at me before concentrating back on the road

" I don't know why, but it seems there is a little traffic on the road …..I am wondering how they will be traffic by this time in the night" Ronald said

I could not wait any longer ,I spent 3 hours in that restaurant. I can't spend another three hours on the road I thought to myself

"You know what, I'll just walk back home "I said to Roland as Natasha looks at me surprise

"Do you know where we are when we are stuck in traffic you want to walk back home…. How would you get home? Do you want to board another transportation, even if you board another one it will still be sucked up in this traffic" Natasha said to me.

"And, who said I was boarding in another bus or transportation" I asked her

" Roland can you please stop the car" I added he found a way to park the car .

I pick up my purse and phone and was ready to leave but the doors were still locked

"Roland open the door" I said

" You can't go because there is no transportation , how would you get home fast? Why are you in so much haste? At least can you explain these few questions to me and maybe then I'll open the door," Roland explained to me…. I rolled my eyes in annoyance.