Chapter 11:Regret

Siara's Pov～～～

 Lying on the bed in my mother's old%_ room I look around the paintings on the wall and everything looking the same.

 The room still smelled like her and though it has been years since she left every single thing in the room felt like mother.

 Nobody was allowed into this room and I made sure of it.when I was little I caused an accident and my mother was in the car, Later while she was in the hospital she suddenly disappeared and I never saw my mother again.

 That was when I started my rubelous character I became like an insane person,at that moment I craved my mother.

 Sebastians words really hurt me and reminded me of alot of things.

 I hear a sudden knock on the door and I turn towards the door.

 "Sisi its time for dinner''I hear the voice of my Nanny the woman who has been taking care of me after my mom.

 ''I am not hungry Nanna''I tell her hoping to be left alone in this small world of mine.

''come on dear,for my sake'' she says and I groan at her words she knows I would never tell her no and that was her card.

 walking towards the door I open it to see her smiling at me her eyes filled with worry.

 ''I am fine Nanna''I tell her and she sighs the slight wrinkles on her face doing nothing to hide her beautiful face.

 Taking her face between my hands I cup her cheeks and place my forehead lightly on hers and smile.

 ''I am finee Nanna''I reassure her again and she smiles sadly.

 ''You are always saying that sisi''She says her eyes slightly teary.

 I nod and start walking towards the dinning table and suddenly I see Sebastian there his stupid self standing there while looking at me.

 My face turns cold at his presence and I walk down with second glancing at him.

 Downstairs I reach the dinning area and see the two monkeys sitting there.

 ''Look who we have here the princess finally decided to show herself'' Alia says her voice mocking and I smile at her.

 ''Oh the peasants know how to talk to their princess''I ask and watch how her face suddenly turns angry and she glares at me.

 ''How dare you''She says matching towards me her face livid.

 Rolling my eyes I continue walking towards the dinning area and sit down.

 ''You are sure your mothers daughter''Alia resorts her voice arrogant and smug.

 ''Yes I am yours however I ain't sure''I tell her and her face turns redder than it already was.

 ''Your mother was nothing but a bi-Ahhhh"she screams cowering when I throw the table knife at her about to pick up another one I am stopped by father's booming voice.

 ''That's enough''He yells and turning I just look at him before walking towards the stairs passing by sebastian a tear slides down my cheeks and I quickly wipe it off.

 'You are meant to be strong'I tell myself.

 Sebastain's pov～～～

The moment I see tears fall from her eyes I could not help but feel guilty at what I have said to her I meant nome of it and it all came out as a result of my stupid complicated emotions.

 I remember the words of her Nanny and I close my eyes briefly.

Flashback～

 ''Siara is a good child dear she has been through enough for anyone to judge her I know it is not easy but always try to look at the good in her everyone is the way they are for a reason''.

 End of flash back.

 With the Nanny's words I finally decide to apologize to her.

 Siara's pov.

 Entering my mother's room again I lie on the bed tears streaming down my face furiously wiping the tears that seemed to not want to go away I walk towards the only mirror in the room.

 ''Ma''I whisper softly walking towards the mirror my steps light and careful.

 ''I am sorry ma''I tell no one in particular remembering how everything was my fault If I had listened and not caused the accident that day she will still be here.

 Staring at my reflection I laugh out with tears in my eyes my voice sounding choke as a sob escapes my lips.

 I did not look like the strong siara the world knows and instead I am just plain ole siara looking for her mother,tied back by regrets.

 I place my hands on the mirror and slowly close my eyes. suddenly I hear a buzzing sound and opening my eyes my mouth hangs open when I see light starts glowing in the room.

 I gasp when the light slowly disappears and instead a girl stands there standing at my height but the puzzling thing is that she looks just like me but her hair is brown unlike my black hair and her eyes are a beautiful brown shining with lights in them.

 "I-I wh-what are you"I stutter my mouth agape opening and closing like that of a fish the shock evident on my face.

 "I am Tang you and you are bearing half my soul in you"she says and I nod slowly acting like I understand her words

I feel black spots clouding my vision and I stagger back but I am steadied by the suppose girl who I bear half her soul.

 We sit down and she tells me about her self and how she is invisible to everybody else but me.

 ''So you mean you are a spirit''I ask poking her cheeks and she hisses glaring at me playfully.

 ''yes and that hurts because I can feel your touch''she tells me.

 This is sooo cool we sit down conversing more about our families and I find out she also lost her mother when she was little and had to live with her abusive aunt who tried to marry her off to this guy who is not even rich who was cheating on her with her aunt's daughter.

 At the end of her story I felt so pissed I wanted to march up to her aunt and others who hurt her and hurt them back.

 ''Don't be angry at that hunk of a bodyguard I can tell he doesn't mean it''Tang you says and I roll my eyes at the mention of that idiot.

 ''He was mean to me''I tell her pouting and it is her turn to roll her eyes at me.

 '' you were mean to him first'' she says and I just huff because its the truth.

 Laughter soon fills my mom's old room with the both of us joking and laughing.

 I felt happy and contented after such a long time and instantly liked youyou.