14 Selfish.

"Love is the most selfish thing in the world, You want all the happiness in the world for one person & then you want that whole person for your self"- Sia

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After talking with Sia, Sanjay call Shivani that Sia permitted her to meet, Shivani is quite confused, she thinks that Sia will show tantrum and all, but she quickly agreed, this Sia is very different to handle, previously even if they don't talk Sia get annoyed by her presence, and started to fight with her, she just adds fuel in it, and try to act like a mature person, after all, everyone like those who are understanding and selfless, even if it for show.

 Sia's temper is actually beneficial for her, but still, she sometimes gets scared by her, but now she thinks her strategy is not gonna work, she needed to think something else, because Arnav and Sanjay got to know that she is also somewhat involved in her accident it is better to not do anything doubtfully, but at the same time, she knows how sharp Sia's words are, she can insult anyone with few words, what more no matter with whom she fights there are certain bodyguards who are protecting her, and her dad is also there to create trouble for those who offended his daughter. She is jealous of her, she wanted to make her feel bad, but how to do this, while she is thinking this Myra come inside, seeing her an idea pop in her head, she decided to take Myra with her, she can't speak against her, but Myra can, after that she tell everything to Myra, listening that her sister gets threaten and their whole family is in danger Myra get scared.

They both hate Sia, she is too much, even though her sister gets involved with her accident isn't she fine now, what more it is about their safety too, Myra thinks and decided to go with Shivani to protect her sister. Shivani doesn't like to use her sister, but Sia is super strong that she needed more people to deal with her.

Here Sia is busy in deciding what to do next in her life, thinking about Arnav she knows she can't go back to him now, because there is Shivani here, in future Aarohi too, she just tired of this, but she can't get a divorce for time being, because if she wanted to adopt Chinu then she needed another parent because for adoption you need both parents, her dad can do a jugad but it is best if we do things according to rules.

Thinking about Chinu she try to remember how she meet him, it is due to Aditya, her trainer and also friend, he is the one who rescued chinu, and keep him in juvenile detention center, and why chinu is there, because chinu's father and mother are very young, and they fall in love, but due to their caste, their family apposes them, so they run away from their home and start living here, again they are too young, but still get married, chinu's mother give him birth when she is 17 year old, which taxed her health, and in one year she leave this world, the boy or chinu's father is also not much elder, he is just 22 that time, he do lots of work and take care of chinu, but when chinu is 4 year old, he died in accident, he has some saving, that time, chinu left alone in this world, fortunately some kind hearted neighbours took care of him, and even report police about this, the police found out the boy's family, but they refuse to take him home, about the girls family it is quite unknown, but due to pressure from other people they accepted him, they don't give him enough food, and even bully him, they think that because of chinu they are feeling humiliation, after some month, they come to city and leave chinu here, and literally run away.

 Here chinu gets in trouble, some greedy people use children to beg, it is kind of business here, which Sia never heard, to make children look pitiful they break their leg or starve them, it is very very bad situations, which Sia never imagine her life.

 Also, they use these children for various use, from organ to body selling everything is involved.

Chinu is a very cute child, but this type of child is more likely to get bullied, for him looking more pitiful they break his one leg, thankfully after some days Aditya comes and rescues all the children. But chinu is disabled for life, but why he is in detention center then this is related one crime, before coming out their chinu accidentally kill a big child, that child is bullying him, and chinu accidentally kill him, Aditya who also witness this know that it is not intentional, the child trafficker treat children very harshly and it is pretty normal to become violent, but then he thinks it is better if he stays there, after all, Aditya is also orphan, and as an agent, he can't take care of him, and nobody accepts a child with this background and with even his disability.

"That Aditya has feelings for you, hasn't he?" Chichi asked,

"I don't know"

"lier, don't forget that I can read your thoughts"

"okay he has"

"what about you"

"that time my mind is full of other things"

"what if you meet him in this life"

"I don't know, but for a time being I wanted to be alone"

"hmmm, but that Aditya take care of you very well"

"hmmm, that is because of Aranav"

"hmm"

Back to the topic, first, she just goes with Aditya to meet chinu her heart is so cold that time, but that child gives her smile every time after Aditya got in an accident he tells her to sometimes visit Chinu, which she does, that time she found out lots of thing for chinu and started to really consider him as her child, but that time again accident happen and last happiness of her life leave her.

She wanted to stop all the drug dealer and child trafficker in this life, but there are lots of problem, in her last life she get so much help, help from Arnav's secretary, Sanjay, Aditya, there boss, all the staff, some police officers, and talking about the information and proofs they are already gathered by Arnav, again talking about her training, she already know some self defense, and Aditya give her training for 6 months, but that time her body is so weak that so she don't learn so much, just only to protect herself, and all this happen after 2 years.

 It is not like she don't know some information but she don't know how to execute it, she even can't tell it others, because first nobody will believe it, and second she is also not sure about lots of thing, for example Why Aarohi join them, why Arnav found dead in his home, when he have so many bodyguards?, she also needed hackers for this, so much money required, even if she is daughter and wife of one of the rich people, She can't spend money without explanation, she not even earning money, only her body is much better from that time.

She also trusts that now without the trouble created by her, Arnav can take care of themselves, talking about the info she knows she will slowly tell them, maybe she doesn't even need to do anything, and lastly she doesn't want to get in any conflict.

 She just wanted to leave a happy life, her body even with the help of chichi is still painful, her insomnia is there too, she also has blood pressure problem in such young age.

 She wanted to live without a problem, she knows she is selfish but she is done with other people's problem, for her only those who care for her matters, talking about Arnav he never fight for her, so why she fights for him, yup she will try to help him if possible, but in this life, she will not get entangle with him.