This doesn't make sense. His father absolutely knew what would happen after the collapse. Even if the original owner gave birth to a brand new personality, this personality would not change 180 degrees from a kind person to a complete murderer.
What is the purpose of doing this? Pure disgust? If it is pure disgust, wouldn't it be better to kill Alex directly?
If his father is a perverted murderer, he would certainly not have any psychological burden and would not feel reluctant to kill Alex.
Again, motive. Alex couldn't find his father's motive, which means that what his father said in the car is not referring to him, which makes him feel sort of relieved.
But Alex doesn't relax completely, because he believes that his father would not say these words for no reason.
He doesn't know what the real facts are yet, and he truly needs time to investigate. The most urgent thing is to see what was written exactly in Dong's notebook right now.
Next moment, Alex takes out the notebook from his arms and opens the first page. It is obviously a diary. He has to admit that he is really scared when he sees any diary now. After all, which normal person would write a diary nowadays?
He exhales and begins to look through the diary, and then he finds that the diary was the most recent one. The first page of diary was four months ago. Dong was different from the original owner. The original owner just recorded the process of his killing, so he did not write every day and only wrote when he killed someone, but Dong was not like that. He wrote it every day apparently.
Alex flips through the pages one by one. After reading most of it, his face becomes more and more solemn.
The content recorded in this notebook is more like an account book than a diary. The contents on it are similar, which are all about how much money he earned from soliciting customers, and then how much money he spent. Obviously, every transaction is recorded and Dong would be better to become a good accountant rather than a driver if he was still alive. Potential wasted.
At best, it recorded more interesting things he met, or what interesting people he solicited, but there was no useful information.
But because of this, Alex becomes more solemn, because this coincides with his previous guess.
Alex is not in a hurry and continues to flip through it slowly until the second half. The contents of diary finally changed. Alex glances at the date and makes a simple estimate. This time was exactly when Alice might be released.
The content of this diary is that Dong met Alice in a fast food restaurant, and he was attracted by this mysterious woman with a story in her eyes at first sight. The following is some psychological activities at that time, which shows that it was love at first sight.
This diary relieves Alex's inner solemnity. Dong fell in love with Alice at first sight, it shows that Dong might be looking for a "target", and his "target" might be these beautiful women he liked.
He continues to read, and the next several articles were about how he was obsessed with Alice.
Until the next article, Alex was stunned when he saw this diary for the first time. Cold sweat soaks his clothes, and fine beads of sweat begins to seep out of his forehead.
The content in the diary has changed dramatically, as if the writer has become a different person.
"You killed her! I will kill you! I will avenge her!"
The whole diary is full of the words "Kill you to avenge her". The handwriting is very deep, which shows that Dong wrote these words at that time very hard, and it can be seen how much Dong hated this person exactly.
And this is also the reason for Alex's fear. Judging from the content of the diary, the person who killed Alice was actually not Dong, so who was the person who killed Alice exactly?
Combined with the time of Yu Alice's death, was she killed by the original owner? This can also explain why her death time is so coincidental.
Thinking of this, Alex gasps heavily. He couldn't believe that all this is true and then he continues to read it without giving up. The content behind it has deviated from the format of the diary. It was more like Dong recorded the clues he found.
Of course, there is also Dong's confession of his carelessness.
"I'm damned! I had a chance to save her before! I saw her get into a luxury car, which was the one she followed every day.
But I was wrong. I thought no one would like me and I thought there was a love story between her and the owner of that luxury car after all she is so beautiful. I was very disappointed when I saw this scene, so I didn't follow her."
Seeing this, Alex's eyes slowly lost focus. The luxury car in this diary was obviously his own, so there is no need to look through it next.
Alex leans back in his chair absent-mindedly. With his meticulous mind and reasoning ability, he could easily guess the whole process of the incident.
Although he truly doesn't want to think about these, it is useless. He begins to restore the whole process of the incident unconsciously in his mind.
Alice came to his store at that time and said she wanted to take revenge on him, but he didn't want her to disrupt his peaceful life, so he had the idea of killing her instantly. Only if she died, his life would not be disrupted anymore.
This idea may have stimulated the original owner and awakened him. From then on, the original owner controlled this body and made Alex do it unconsciously without noticing it.
With his keenness, the original owner would certainly have thought the situation that Alice would stare at him after she came out, so he found Alice and invited Alice to get in his car that day.
With Alice's hatred for him, as long as he revealed a little about the diary, she would definitely not refuse, and then he would take the opportunity to kill her.
After Dong found out that Alice was dead, Dong immediately thought that he was the one who killed Alice, but Dong was not sure.
Until he walked into the fast food restaurant and sat in Alice's seat exactly, this scene made Dong completely sure that he was the murderer of Alice.
Because Dong knew that Alice was following the original owner, and it was obviously not accidental that he sat in that position. Dong knew that he found Alice following him, and combined with Alice's death, Dong determined that he was the one who killed Alice immediately.
After that, Dong chose to drive a car to kill him. Maybe there was also a meaning of suicide for love, which was not important, anyway.
Maybe it was because of the good quality of the car, or maybe Dong changed his mind temporarily and didn't want to let this murderer go so easily, anyway, Alex didn't die at the end.
Now Alex thinks the second possibility is more likely, because his injury was not serious at that time. If Dong really intended to kill him directly, he was supposed to be seriously injured.
This is why Dong attacked Alex later, and it also explains why the first sentence Dong said to Alex sounded like revenge, and also explains why he said Alex was a demon before he died.
Alex couldn't stop trembling, since he couldn't believe it all. He hated his sharpness now, if he could be a little confused or silly, it would be better.
He stares blankly at the diary in front of him, and fear has devoured his heart.
He wants to die!
He wants to end himself directly!
He pushes his wheelchair to the drawer and opens it. There is a knife inside. He holds the knife, the blade was sharp, and his face which is distorted by fear, is reflected on the knife.
He points the knife at his wrist, but hesitates to do it.
Perhaps it is the fear of death, or perhaps it is the instinct of survival that makes him unable to do it immediately.
At this time, he suddenly looks up and his eyes widen.
"No! There is something wrong!"
He thinks of a possibility, could this diary be forged?
Otherwise, why would Dong know the place exactly where Alice's body was dumped? Was Dong as sharp as him?
Alex doesn't believe it at all. From Dong's attitude of wanting to die with Alex, it can be seen that Dong is not a calm person.
Of course, there is another reason that Alex himself even doesn't know, that is, he wants to live subconsciously, so he is able to only think like this now, and can only rack his brains to find "abnormality", because only by thinking like this can he live then.
Alex quickly returns to the table and picks up Dong's diary again, which exactly now becomes Alex's last straw.
He picks up the diary and reads the contents carefully. Because it is almost the end, Alex finishes reading it quickly and finds a note inside fortunately. The note was a bit bizarre and made up of cut words.
The note read,
"Want to find her? Hugo Road, No. 37."
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