Gimme A Moment, Thnx

"What's wrong?" 

Harry's fine brows furrowed as he stared at me, seeing that I wasn't reacting and was just staring stupidly at him. He probably saw my incredulous expression because I'm telling you, I'm feeling dubious right now.

Maybe I'm still not fine after all. I mean, how am I supposed to explain what's happening to me right now? This is weird. Strange. Freaky. Abnormal. 

I know in myself that I'm not hallucinating. It felt so real which is scarier if you think about it. Looking at them, it's like their lifeline is within my grasp.

No! Stop thinking that way!

But that's how I felt. I feel like I can hold their lives… Every heartbeat can be measured and restrained… pluck the strings with my fingers… It's like I could seize it any moment if I want to.

My expression turned to horror after having all those thoughts running in my head.

No! Shut up me! Why would you think so?!