School Canteen Part 3
You're like a chameleon, changing
# Gevan Radian Juniarta
Gray, just like my feelings for you
# Rainata Deviana Senja
In a different place… Canteen
"Champion seduce" Rain burst into laughter. And Gevan can only be silent and digest what Rain just said, but he also can't find the answer
"Beautiful, I don't understand," said Gevan honestly
"Don't understand what?" Rain asked confused
"I don't understand you"
"Why me?"
"You're weird beautiful"
"What's weird, Gevan?" Rain asked getting confused
"Why are you changing? Don't confuse me Beautiful"
"Change what? I haven't changed. I'm still me, Rainata" replied Rain
"Yeah, that's not what I meant."
"Continue?"
"Straight, crash!" replied Gevan annoyed
"Huh? You mean Gevan?"
"Forget it!" Gevan said glumly
"Why Gevan? Did I have something wrong with Gevan?"
"Not beautiful"
"Then?"
"Not Beautiful, forget it"
"Okay Gwen"
"Let's finish the chicken noodles, after that we go to class. The bell will ring soon" Gevan warned
"Ready Commander" Rain replied forming a sign of respect beside his forehead
"Beautiful…"
"Hm" Rain cleared his throat while chewing his chicken noodle
"Have you ever seen a chameleon?"
"Not yet"
"Did you know that chameleons have special properties?"
"I know," replied Rain shortly
"What?"
"Mimicry, right?"
"Do you know what mimicry is?"
"Know"
"What?"
"The behavior of animals that change the color of their skin according to the place where they are"
"You know what animal is known for its mimicry?"
"Know"
"What?"
"Chameleon"
"Yes Chameleon, just like you Beautiful"
"Huh? Why are you like me? You treat me like a chameleon?" Rain asked getting confused
"No"
"Continue?"
"Chameleons have a fickle nature, just like you. You also like to change and make me confused"
Rain was silent digesting Gevan's words and he was still wondering what he did to make Gevan confused
"I'm sorry to have confused Gevan, but I didn't mean it that way," said Rain, lowering his face
"No need to apologize Beautiful. whatever mistakes you make I will always forgive you, whatever it is"
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
"Because you are a good person beautiful"
"What is the relation?" Rain asked confused
"Good people will always be treated well Beautiful, and I will always treat you well"
"Thank you Gavan"
"Why?"
"What?"
"Why do you always say thank you? Aren't you tired of saying thank you all the time?"
"No"
"Why?"
"Because that's all I can say as a sign of my gratitude. I'm grateful to have a friend as good as Gevan, Gevan you are very similar to Arkan in every way"
"I'm willing if I have to be Arkan's shadow, for the sake of you beautiful. But you have to promise, you will recover, you can't get sick. My angel is strong"
"I can't promise Gevan"
"Why?"
"Because the doctor never dared to promise my recovery"
"Why is that? Shouldn't the doctor give you the spirit to recover?"
"But I don't care Gevan"
"If it's not you, who else can you tell to take care of yourself?"
"That's not what I meant Gevan"
"So what?"
"I prefer him to be honest by telling the truth. Rather than him lying to me by saying I can recover, but in reality it's just an illusion"
"My angel is strong, don't cry" said Gevan wiping the tears from Rain's cheeks
"But that's the truth Gevan. I can't heal, no matter how strong I am, I'm still sick"
"If I may know, are you sick or beautiful?"
"It's not time for you to know everything Gevan, sorry but I need time"
"Okay Beauty, I understand. Cheer up, Beauty, I know you're a strong woman, I know you won't give up on your situation like this. Remember you have me, I'll always be there whenever you need me"
"Thank you Gevan, why did God send a man as good as you into my life?"
"Everything has been arranged by God, Beauty, we don't need to ask why"
"I know Gevan, if only..."
"Why?"
"If only I could love Gevan as much as I love Arkan, surely everything would be perfect"
"In fact you can't love two beautiful men at once. I don't force you to forget Arkan, but I suggest that you must be able to make peace with your past Beautiful. All for your sake, you can't live with the shadow of Arkan, who I'm going somewhere. I'm here, can't you just take a look at me?"
"I don't know Gevan, my feelings are still gray"
"Everything takes time, Beauty, but one thing you should know..."
"What is Gavan?"
"I love you more than anything, more than I love myself"
"Why? There are so many women out there, why me?"
"Because my heart chooses you beautiful"
"But I can't forget Arkan yet, Gevan"
"Don't forget it, the more you try to forget, the more you will remember it. All you have to do is let it go Beautiful"
"I'll try Gevan"
"Love yourself Beautiful in this way. everything that belongs to you will eventually come back to you Beautiful. Just like Arkan, if he is your destiny one day he will also come back to you, and I… I will gladly leave you with him"
"What can I do to repay Gevan's kindness?"
"I don't ask for anything in return Beautiful. just like the rain that doesn't ask for anything in return from the earth"
"Does Gevan like rain?"
"Like it, really like it" replied Gevan with a sweet smile
That smile again, the smile that reminded him of Arkan's figure, again and again.
"What does Gevan like about the rain?"
"The rain brings coolness, and creates life"
"Since when did Gevan like rain?"
"Since I know, the woman I love also has a name that is identical to the Rain itself"
"Oh yeah? Who is he?
"She is a woman I love very much, we are so close. But she, she loves someone else"
"Gevan is patient, yes… one day he will surely be able to love Gevan"
"It's possible, but the chances are small it's only 0.001 Beautiful"
"What's Gavan's name?"
"You don't need to know," said Gevan firmly
Rain was stunned by him, he just kept silent and said,
"Okay Gevan, if I can't know it's okay. If later Gevan wants to talk, just tell me directly"
"Okay" Gevan replied curtly
Rain was silent, why did Gevan suddenly change drastically. And Rain doesn't want to bother about it.
Deep in Gevan's heart he shouted Rain's name. Lo Rain you are the one I like, only you and always will be.
"Gevan, I've finished eating. Is Gevan done?"
"Wait a minute beautiful, I'll pay first"
"Here's the money" said Rain handing him 20 thousand
"You don't have to be beautiful, today I will treat you" Gevan answered briefly and then looked away from Rain
Rain is still silent in his seat waiting for Gevan's arrival, whose nose doesn't appear
10 minutes later…
Tringggg Tringgg Tringgg the bell rang loudly signaling the end of break time…
"Let's go beautiful, let's go to class" said Gevan who suddenly appeared in front of Rain and he stretched out his hand
Rain accepted the outstretched hand and immediately stood up
They walked side by side and when Rain wanted to take his hand off Gevan's, Gevan said,
"Don't let go!"
"Why?"
"Angel must be held, so that it does not disappear"
At that moment Rain's cheeks flushed with embarrassment. She immediately lowered his face and continued to walk side by side with Gevan. With their hands still intertwined. they headed for the corridor where their class was.