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"Why would I do such things? Haven't I accepted this destiny of mine? Am I not supposed to become stronger and helpful? What the hell am I doing here... What am I trying to do, to achieve? I'm no longer human. I can't even call myself a friend, even less a son. I don't know anything anymore, I can't feel anything anymore. God I hate myself."

Lanternnn · Urban
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Motherly love - part 1

The warm sun shined down, the fresh grass served home to various insects around. Nostalgic yet renewing chanting of children echoed from afar, cheerful conversations filled the balcony where parents would rest, drinks in hands; summer was here. Happiness could be felt, June's glory was at

its peak and school had finally ended. No one, not the children nor the adults, would've even fathom an event so gut-wrenching and sickening it could ruin one's life, yet it was happening at just two

houses away. Well, rather than innocently ignoring, they actually didn't want to know.

If someone dared say this place was filled with dark secrets, its people would have laughed it out and ignored them. This neighborhood was cheerful and happy, yet ignorant and disgustingly egoist

This was the reason why such a young child would cry in the middle of his empty room every single day, praying to someone he couldn't even think of, praying

for his mother's and his freedom. 

He would just pray every single day, with a slight hope to be, somehow, saved. This very child, who couldn't go outside and couldn't talk without permission at risk of being hit and punched, was our very dear Yuri.

As you might've guessed, his parents were pretty much doing what we usually call 'neglecting'.

However, this was not totally true. While his father would get drunk more often than being sober, his mother was as protective and affectionate as a mother could be;

she had sacrificed all her time comforting her son once the husband was getting tired of his brutal punches.

In the middle of the room, which had no light, no bed nor a single toy, the little child would curl up and fall asleep, tears still waving down his eyes and cheeks. Though he was used to the physical abuse, he felt sick and pained.

"Why does he punch me? Does he know it hurts? Am I so useless he hates me?"

"Mom told me he loved me…".

I don't want to stress with my chapter's length, I hope you guys don't mind irregular lengths for my chapters...

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