2. [EXTRA] [Kwon Hee-Ryang's Point Of View]

"This is Kim Yeonwoo." My mother introduced.

I remember it correctly. This young person in front of me was always rumored to have a vile temper and an arrogant personality. My cousin who were younger than I in few years will always get mad at the name 'Kim Yeonwoo.'

And now seeing the exact person. Right in front of me. My brows can't help but to rose and my cold face softened.

I lend my hands towards him and smile friendly, "Hi, I'm Kwon Hee-Ryang."

My parents raised me as a proper and well-behaved man. My emotions will always concealed by my emotionless face. And now...my usually cold face has dyed into an amiable appearance. The reason was...because he looks interesting.

Or that what I thought.

His golden hair was unique in terms of aesthetic, his skin was pale and smooth, nourished by the pampering of his family, and also his face was godly. His red eyes framed by his golden lashes was very bewitching as it lay on my face.

Only...if he doesn't show disgust and frowned while looking at my hands.

My smile faded, and my stern looked appeared. I retreated my hands and looked at my mother, who forgot about our existence and was busy chatting with the other hermaphrodite.

I turned back my sight on the young man age between eleven or twelve and was met by his conceited face. He sneered and rolled his eyes while looking at my clothes and posture.

"Does your mother don't buy you any clothes?"

My blood immediately boiled, and my face turned ugly.

My mother unexpectedly pick me in our company just to attend this event. I did not manage to change my clothes and was wearing a labor uniform. And his eyes that was always arrogant never intended to leave my poor clothes.

Thinking about this, my mind went in rage and furious.

The heck is this kid problem?!

I grew up as a very responsible man and independent. At twenty, I was already taking labor works to gain experience from the company. And this kid...who did not seem reach to puberty was looking at me with that abhorrence gaze? And say something humiliating?

Who wouldn't mad at that?!

But still, I was casual and maintain the smile on my face. "I was working when my mother fetch me. I'm sorry if I made you see something disgusting."

It's a reverse psychology, actually. Other hermaphrodite will have a good impression if the men was hardworking or diligent. And I don't know what is this young hermaphrodite's preferences. I frowned. Why do I want to impress this kid? But before I could return my words, his conceited seems to rose more.

"Yeah, whatever."he then flashed a disgusting look and turned around to talk with some of his friends.

The smile on my lips completely frozen.

The fuck is this little kid's problem?

Without waiting for my mother, I hurriedly left the venue and called our driver to pick me up. I did not spare a single glance at that arrogant youth anymore.

But destiny really played a certain part as my mother told me that he will become my fiancée in the future.

I was angry and furious, but I was always obedient. I only nodded and followed them when the day of meeting the Kim family was finalized. This time, I did not wear a raggy fabric and was wearing a luxurious suit. I also paid attention to my look.

While dressing up, my mind can't help but to wonder what will the young hermaphrodite will be when he saw me properly clothed.

Both my parents' appearance was very well-made in terms of features. And possessing their both good features, of course I have a confident in my looks. My peers will always praised my appearance wholeheartedly, and I received countless confession in our school whether it was a senior or junior.

When we arrived at our destination, subconsciously my heart trembled, and I was suddenly experiencing nervousness. It's not that I want to impress a specific hermaphrodite kid!

"Behave yourself."my mother warned.

I nodded, "I'm trying too..."

He gave me one last look and displayed a casual smile before finally entered the luxurious restaurant.

My body tightened but good thing I was very good at concealing my emotion that let me exhibit a good face.

The attendant led us to a private room and again, my mother gave me a warning look.

I rolled my eyes and put my hands on my pocket. My father held the waist of my mother before the two finally entered the door. I followed them from behind.

"Taeha, Hyunjin!"my mother greeted.

The Kim family is also famous in the business world. They were also very respected personality as both their bloodline had superior identities. Instantly, my eyes paused at the arrogant hermaphrodite.

I was expecting of him, giving me surprise look now that I totally changed into handsome man. But still...he did not.

His red eyes fiercely narrowed and rolled his eyes in disgust. He did not bother to look at me again and was busy looking at his phone.

The calmness of my face distorted.

What the hell is really his problem?!

The confidence in my body suddenly drained completely. My smile was stiff as my parents introduced me to the Kim family. His brother Sobin, was also a friendly person and so as his parents.

Only this kid was giving me a look filled with abhorrence, no matter how much I tried to ignore it. It's giving me a sense of headache. I don't remember offending him. So what made him look at me like that?

"I'm sorry, Yeonwoo is just shy and doesn't like socializing at all."stated by aunt Taeha. Even his mother distinguish his rotten personality!

I only nodded and disregard the matter for the mean time. It's not like I like him. And I have a crush on him.

Our parents talked about business and from time to time, they will also ask me questions. I let myself indulge in our conversation when his arrogant mouth again interrupted us.

"Just get straight to the point mom. Am I really marrying him? But he's so old!"

The atmosphere turned quiet. My father and Mr. Kim broke the silence with their laughter. But I did not feel any amount of humors and my deep gaze penetrated this kid.

"Sorry. Yeonwoo, Hee-Ryang is only twenty...age doesn't really matter. We can still wait till you are legal."his mother comforted.

Instead of getting calm, his conceited face only worsened, "If I am eighteen...he will become twenty-eight...he still looked so old. I don't want it!"

Now, this kid is throwing tantrums. I looked at my mother impatiently. All my thoughts invaded my mind.

This situation made me look like an old cow eating young grass.

In your dreams...even if you grow into a fine young hermaphrodite, I won't take fancy on you, kid.

The dinner ended in catastrophe. Our family was very close, so matter how much that young hermaphrodite throw tantrums our engagement was still finalized.

Our engagement will happen when Yeonwoo reach to eighteen, and it will be eight years soon.

I paid my attention in my class and learning about handling business' affairs with my dad. I was destined to become the heir of our company, and my father started cultivating me.

Five years has passed when the news about Mr. Kim having an illegitimate child has been publicized. It was a huge bombshell in their family and made a huge impact in their identity. Their family was well-known as an epitome of a perfect family. It was a very miserable circumstances. Suddenly, I remember the young hermaphrodite whom I didn't see in this past few years. How would he react to that? Will he accept his father's illegitimate child?

Of course, he wouldn't.

He was arrogant and conceited. In his perspective, no one other than his brother was qualified enough to share his parents because...he was like that kind of person. Or maybe he changed? Otherwise...my impression of him will still remain in the worst state.

Just like that, I met him.

It was my friend's birthday, and we celebrate it in an exclusive private bar. I was fond of drinking with my friends and was also like wild places. But this time...my mood turned completely different.

"That hermaphrodite look so young...very beautiful."my friend commented.

My eyes shifted and saw a familiar youth drinking alone in the bar counter.

My face turned cold and the other soon noticed the change in the atmosphere. I don't know why I feel suddenly angry by the mere thought of that young hermaphrodite drinking alone in this bar with a wild crowd. Based on his personality, the thing he doesn't like the most was places with crowded people. He was like a very fragile treasure that even a dust can make his anger exploded.

But now...he was careless...drinking alone...while oblivious about the dangerous predator in this place.

And how old is he?!

He was still fifteen. I don't need to question on how did he manage to sneak in into this place.

"Bro, do you know that hermaphrodite?"a friend asked.

I loosened the tie on my suit and emitted a heavy pressure, "My fiancée."

A wave of surprise floated on their faces, "Brother, I thought your fiancé was young? But...is he really young?"

Of course, the fuck! He was still young but he now he looks mature, but he was still young!

I ignored them and walk rapidly towards his direction. But before I manage to arrived in his front, an ignorant man came first.

"Are you alone?"asked by the man.

My fist clenched and the anger in my eyes flashed into a dangerous light. This...fucking asshole dare to covet what is mine?!

The young hermaphrodite finally lifted his eyes and his face that was naturally snow-white was now in deep crimson.

"Of course, I'm alone. Did you see someone beside me?"

"Then do you want me to accompany you?"

His eyes were hazy and alluring as he examined the man in front of him, "Ugly."he uttered unconsciously.

The man in front of him grabbed his wrist, "What did you say?"

"Ugly. Very ugly. Do you want me to repeat it?"

But before the man made a move, I pulled the wrist of Yeonwoo and encircled my hands in his waist, staring at the man coldly, "Do you have a problem with my fiance?"

The man put on a surrender hands and retreated cowardly.

"Who is your fiancé?! You dare touch me with your filthy hands! Did you use some alcohol?!"

I did not mind his tantrums and pulled him to the exit. I was mad. Furthermore, I don't know why I am mad. It was like a very invisible net wrapped inside my body that will tighten in each time.

"You let go of me jerk!"he screamed, and I suddenly heard a few sobs.

I stopped and finally let go of him. We are at the parking lot, and they were no people in present. But the tears in his eyes was glistening under the scrolls of the moon. It was a rare kind of sensation bursting in my heart.

No... Don't cry.

I don't want to see you cry.

"Why are you here? You are not yet legal."

"So what is it to you, huh?! Who are you to command me that?!"he roared loudly followed by a pitiful sobbed, "You are just like them. Commanding me to accept that everything will be alright. But it's not! I don't need to follow anyone! Including you!"

Now, I finally understand. He was drinking because...of the news about his father having an illegitimate child. And the people around him wants him to accept it.

If I also experience the same thing, I don't know what to do.

"I'm sorry." I gently approached him and pulled him closer into my embraced, "I'm sorry, if you experience this kind of thing. I'm sorry for not understanding you."

"Y-You..."his already crimson cheeks turned redder even more, "You will never be my fiancé..."he muttered in a very low voice.

I chuckled and tried to wipe the tears on his eyes.

He glared at me, "You are so old. My friends will only laugh at me if you really become my fiancé. Just like a sugar daddy..."

I grinned and kissed his forehead, that made his face flustered. He pushed me away and glared angrily at me. I chuckled again.

But moments really won't last for long.

In the end, he still chose to run away.

He went abroad the next day. I was devastated for a while, thinking about our relationship getting a step ahead only to be back again from stranger and fiancé at name. But... I still can't make him return. I don't hold a special part of him.

For him... I was just a mere existence.

But still, my body was out of control as I hired several individuals to monitor him for me.

He wants to become an idol.

I watched him grow into a very fine young man. From being a novice artist...to being a person with the largest fan base in their group. He was very beautiful and dreamy. His voice was very different and unique.

I was once again trapped in the illusion of him, being my fiancé even resulted me, to buy a house which in the future will be filled with me and him, with our kids.

I become his greatest fan. Not only that, but I supported his every part of his success. Likewise, I attended his concert, but I dare not to approached him, for a reason that maybe he doesn't want to meet a person in his past.

But I was contented. Even from a far.... I can still manage to watch him grow. And made him realize that he deserve the world.

And yet... I was craving for more.

The news of him, returning home, manage to bring back the forgotten engagement in our past. I was very happy seeing him again.

I tried any possible ways to pursue him and the result, he was slowly trying to open his heart to me. I was contented even if he revealed himself as a very cunning person. I will still like him.

"Boss, do you want to enter the backstage?"my secretary asked me when the concert was finally over.

I hesitate for a bit. I was eager to see him right now...but thinking about the situation right now. It's not good.

"No need."

My secretary nodded and didn't ask anymore. The result was, I followed their crew entering the bar. I watched him with full attention and even counted the drinks he gulped. Suddenly, a young man approached him. I was about to step out when my secretary remind me not to cause any commotion or Yeonwoo will suffer the result. I swallowed my anger and sat back. I saw how Yeonwoo's angry eyes flashed in deep fury as he rejected the man.

And man's hands rapidly put a pill on his drink. I knew that he perceive the sudden action of the man. But to my surprise, he still drank it.

My head was clouded in different thoughts.

Does he like that man?! Then why did he drank those drinks with a drug?!

I followed him in the restroom and pulled him in my arms. I also instructed my secretary to put an end to the young man's career.

"Why are you angry?"

""You have a nerve to asked that question?!"his voice was full of frustration and his voice sobbed, "I was angry because you did not show up in my concert! I was angry because I did not show my cool side on you! And you jerk did not bother to message me a good luck! Y-You only said empty words…but in real you don't love me. Liar!"

Baby...now that you surrender yourself to me, expect that I won't let you go.

Our relationship grew closer each day, and I was very happy with this. I even ask myself on how did I deserve a life like this.

I help Sobin deal with his step-brother for the sake of Yeonwoo, and he finally managed to throw that asshole brother of his.

Offending Yeonwoo, was also offending me.

Maybe some things were still encountered hardship.

I watched as the car I drive went out of control. I pulled all my strength and finally landed on the big tree beside the road. The impact made my body experience severe pain, but my mind was only clouded with one person.

Yeonwoo... I need to get back to our house....Yeonwoo will be worried.

I watched the whole process of rescuing me and some voices outside the car as my consciousness departed apart.

But I need to survive. I want to accompany Yeonwoo until our hair turned gray. I want to see him with our child.

In the end.... I manage to survive.

But he didn't.