Paradise

In the void my steps pierce the sky. There is no sound, as if my ears cannot hear from the earth.

Birds as big as a finger carry me, they flutter under my feet, the oceans are split through, the mountains are approaching, the peaks are invisible, I shiver, a wind mixed with blood draws my eyes and every scratch sharpens my gaze as it passes.

Suns are rising through the clouds, how hot they are, none of them resemble each other. I reach out and touch somebody, he cuts ice, becomes a huge iceberg for a moment. I remember the feeling that I was afraid to touch the sun, not this iceberg. He says for a moment and goes so why would I be afraid of the flame of the sun. I touch another, touch its roots to the ground, it turns into a huge tree. Not knowing what and why I created it.

The bloody wind blows on my neck, running through my fingers. I remember losing my way back. But I don't want to go back, when I was this big. A big light rises so hot, it does not burn me when I am closest. Steps on earth run away from the flame. However, it was not they who danced in his shadow without knowing his real fire. I can't hate the flame anymore when it's so close to it.

There is a big gap, I cannot understand with my eyes like a door, I just feel what is happening. I no longer question my comparison of this great gap to a door. There are people coming in and going out, but as if they are falling, most of them are like flying. How quickly it works like the gear of a machine. I know what it is all so well I know, but I don't remember. Most of them vaguely see me too, not like the earth but different looks.

While I was thinking whether they know me or am I a void for them, whether they are afraid, I remember for a moment that they are an emptiness for me, I don't care anymore, as if I created in my thought. '' But how do I know them one by one, they are all different from each other, I know their feelings '' I grow up without having the opportunity to say, as I grow up, these thoughts start to become meaningless and I sense that there is much more, so clean and irresistible. I seem to be getting closer to the real truth that I exist.