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Pure or Toxic Love?

have you ever wondered if your love is pure or toxic?, this story is a story of a Boy in his freshman who is hopeless in love, his past relationships are filled with Toxicity. Now that he's starting to have a new life to a new University. Unexpected Drama,Romance,and trauma will come to his way. Gem a cute chic freshman who went through a lot of bad relationship making him hopeless in love has another break up once again. his relationship doesn't last long whether he dated a man or a woman and everything he does always ends up bad. His 3 Best of friend, Max,Luis and Rosa are always there to support him. the 4 friends are finally freshman having their story begins in the university. As they walk Gem saw a handsome man who is completely surrounded by people made his heart beats fast. Is this fate?. The Man noticed Gem and his friends making him go towards them, but soon after a girl suddenly clinged on him.whats going to happen next?, will Gem get heartbroken again? Trigger warnib: This book contains explicit SA, Toxic , Cyber bullying , Abuse , Etc. This is my first time making a story so hopefully you will like it . (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)I'm not really good at grammar at story description hehe but I try my best

XARD_ · LGBT+
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10 Chs

Chapter 1

Warning ⚠️ this contains a little bit of R15

"I never really wanted to be with you; I just felt sorry for you because you were in such a desperate state of love; I'm not even gay in the first place!" a tall black silhouette Yelled

When he heard this, a young man standing in front of the tall, black silhouette was eerily close to tears and asked, "So all these months, you were just lying to me, about loving me?, About you caring about me?" His voice was trembling as he answered.

I felt sorry for you and remained longer because of your past, the dark shadow continued with a smile, "of course it's a lie, I have never loved you anyway, it was just a bet that me and my friends did."

The young man was astonished and indignant that all he had done to him had been done only out of sympathy and as a result of a bet.

The Black figure was suddenly shoved to the ground and sat on by the young man. "Is that so? Then I shouldn't have been nice to you then," the young man said, laughing and wiping tears from his face. The silhouette appears to be perplexed as to why the boy began to chuckle.

The silhouette's hands were suddenly tied by the young man, who then remarked, "You shouldn't have done that; as a result of you, I'm hurt, and now..I'm here to hurt you."

The young man began to lift up the silhouette's shirt as it was attempting to escape, asking, "Wait, what are you doing!" as he did so. shouted the silhouette.

He was ignored as the young man began to kiss his neck, bit it, and caress his body, leaving love marks. The figure began to groan, but he bit his own lip to stop himself before he could finish.

Does that feel good? the young man asked, chuckling as he turned to face him. The figure continued to struggle to get away as it groaned. The young man asked, "So, shall we do something enjoyable?"

As soon as he was about to kiss the Silhouette a faint ring started to play over and over again to the point it got so loud when

*SLAM*

'Aughhh...' A young man grunted. He started opening his eyes slowly and stared at the ceiling

'i can't believe my dream ended to the juicy part' he said to himself with a raspy deep voice. He started to slowly sit on his bed followed by a yawn and stretched.

He then went to the bathroom and prepared himself.

'okay this is the first day of being a university student, so keep it together Gem' he said to himself as he looked at the mirror while he was brushing his teeth.

As soon as he finished his business in the bathroom he then went out of his dorm and called his best friend who is a straight man

*Ring ring*

📱'hello?' his friend said followed by a yawn

📱 'did you just wake up just now Max?' Gem replied with a slight of disappointment in his voice

📱 'well yeah, and why the hell are you so early? It's literally just 7 a.m our orientation starts at 9 A.m!, Aren't you to excited on our first day or you're just excited so that you can go and look for guys again' Max said sarcastically

Gem got flustered by what Max said and sighed

📱 'well it's both, got a problem with that?, Or perhaps you slept late because you were with your future wife?' Gem teasingly replied

📱 'oh you fucker, well you're not wrong with that, anyways I'll just meet up with you and the-' Max stopped mid sentenced

📱 '? Max?, Hello????? Oi, you dead? Did you hit your head or something??' Gem responded concerned that his friend might've hit his head or something, anything could've happened to him

...

Gem panicked that no one is responded when all of a sudden

📱 'oops sorry, Lin just asked me to cuddle her for a while' Max said

📱 'shit! I thought something bad happened to you when you stopped mid conversation just only to fucking show off damn it' Gem replied with an irritated tone

📱 'hahahahahha sorry sorry, just that I was going to say that I'll meet you and the others later in the university, see you' Max replied and hangs up.

As soon as he hangs up he started to give his attention to his girlfriend

'was that Gem?' Lin said as she was looking at his phone.

'mmm' Max responded he then started to get up and started to fix himself. He looked at Lin 'Lin, did you know that Gem got heartbroken again?' Max said as he was combing his hair

Let me guess, the person he was with this time was either there for his money only or he fell in love with a straight guy, Lin said without being startled. After considering the two scenarios, Lin sighed.

Thinking about what to do with his best friend, Max sighed and looked the window.

~~~~

Gem is on the phone with his other friends as he continues to drive towards the university.

Oh come on you guys, I don't even think it's that bad, I broke up with him in a negative way. Gem spoke with earbuds in his left ear.

📱 'Gem seriously!, How many times do I have to tell you that you should just fall in love with the same preference And not Straight guys!!' He yelled

Gem's eardrum got hurt because of it and got distracted for a moment and almost forgot to hit the break.

'AY SHIT!' he yelled, his heartbeat suddenly beats fast because he almost hit someone. 'because of you I almost hit someone!, You and your loud mouth' Gem said with a pissed off face.

📱 'well who said you should drive and call?, Not my fault' Luis said

When they reached the other side, Gem drove off after taking a look at the pedestrians. A man who was nearly struck by Gem's automobile glanced at it briefly before continuing to walk as he drove away.

Gem got out of his car and started to walk towards the university's entrance as he parked it. Then, he discovered that everyone but Max was waiting for him at the location. He searched for Max but is not even surprised that he hasn't shown up yet.

Rosa grinned sarcastically as she remarked, "There's our precious Stone."

So did you hit and run, Luis joked. Luis said as he started laughing.

Gem rolled his eyes and gave Luis a smack. Luis yelled out, "Ouch!"

'How can you even smack the back of my head? You're practically shorter than me!' Luis asks himself as he strokes the back of his head.

Gem started to feel annoyed when Luis mentioned his height, even though there isn't much of a difference in their heights. Gem then elbows Luis in the stomach

As Luis and Gem keep on arguing and fighting, Rosa just keeps on watching them and just laughing histerally.

'Did I perhaps came out late?' I faint deep voice said.

They all looked on who it was and it was Max, standing near them

'you seriously just showed up!?, Look at what Gem did to me!, I'm getting bullied!' Luis said as he is trying to let Gem get off of him.

Max stared at them and just ignored on what Luis has said. 'so do you guys even know which building you going?' Max said

Luis' expression has a disappointment look because Max just ignored him. 'you seriously just asked us that?, Me and Rosa already know which building we go since we go to the same class' Luis said as he pinch Gem's cheeks.

'What, why didnt you guys wait for us!?' Gem said as he backs off of Luis.

Rosa sighed and said 'well because we knew, that you guys will be either be late or get distracted, so you guys done bickering or you're still going to continue?'

'hey I'm not the one who was bickering, it was Gem and Luis, why am I even included' Max said confused

"I said either be late or get distracted," Rosa remarked to Max. touching her own forehead as if she were experiencing a headache.

"Well, I'm sorry. Anyway, let's leave." We are kind of attracting a lot of attentions here, people keep glancing at us, Gem stated as they looked about.

Max interrupted Luis and said, "Well let's go then, no time to waste," to which Luis retorted, "Well you are being to loud and tried to fight with m-."

Because Max had been interrupted, Luis glared at him, but soon after, they began to walk.

Rosa said, "By the way, Gem," as they walked.

Gem looked at Rosa, "huh?" Gem expressed confusion by Rosa's statement.

You mentioned splitting up with your ex; would you mind explaining why? Rosa questioned, possibly with a reasonable hunch as to why.

Gem grinned as he informed them of their breakup, but it was a dream version of the one he had earlier

Gem isn't the kind of person to truly do something horrible to anyone, not even the one who sexually harassed Gem, so Luis and Max don't even believe him.

'wooooow I had no idea you were capable of that' Max said in a sarcastic manner while chuckling

'i know right hahaha, enough the funny talk tell us what really happened' Luis said as he look at Gem

'okay fine' Gem said

~~Flashback~~

!It was all just a bet that me and my friends made, and I don't even like you and I'll never love you, Gem!: His ex boyfriend said

Gem was about to cry as he stared at him. He appeared to be both sad and furious as he clenched his fist and looked directly into his eyes.

'is that really what you truly feel?' Gem's deep voice started to crack

The ex boyfriend looked at gem disgustingly 'of course, I literally felt chills just by hugging or actually kissing you' the ex boyfriend said

Gem suddenly got close to his ex boyfriend and

*Punch*

Gem punches the ex boyfriend's face

The ex-boyfriend was shocked by how powerful Gem could be considering that he is smaller and doesn't appear to have as much muscle mass as he did.

'thats what you get for Saying those shitty things' Gem said angrily

*KICKS*

Gem then kicked the ex boyfriend's Family treasure

The ex-boyfriend collapsed on the ground while clutching a family treasure because the pain was unbearably painful and prevented him from speaking.

"And that's what you get for hurting and playing with my feelings, you fucker," Gem exclaimed, feeling relieved that he had finally been able to express his anger to him.

Then Gem turned away from him and began to walk away, yelling fiercely, "If I ever see your face again, you won't be able to use your family treasure again."

~~present~~

Gem's friends began to laugh at the narrative because it so closely resembled him and was far more funnier than his dream.

"Well, at least now that you're in University, I'm pretty sure there's a lot of the same tastes as the two of us do," Luis said as he still laugh

Gem simply grinned and nodded, saying, "True," as he shrugged.

"Well remember Gem, our promise is still in effect, and were going to help you if you ever find your true love and not like the other you have fallen into." Max caressed Gem's head and smiled

"Don't worry", Gem remarked with a smile as he winked and pointed a finger gun in Max's direction. "My story will finally start today as a freshman," he added.

"Well, the two of us, not just you Gem," Luis said As he put his arm around Gem's shoulder

Gem stopped moving when he looked in the direction they were going and noticed a tall, handsome man standing with a crowd of people gathered around him.

His friends were perplexed by him and looked in the direction he was looking.

"Oh sh*t, it's a handsome hunk." Rosa exclaimed

"Oh no, here we go once again", Max sighed.

"dang, he's definitely Gem's type." Luis said in a teasing manner

Gem's expression grew flustered as he realised that his friends already knew what was going to happen.

The man appeared to have locked eyes with Gem as he turned to face where his group was.

Gem then made his way over to the man because his building is close to where he is standing.

"Gem, you seem to have fallen in love with his appearance". Max stated as he turned to face the Man after looking at Gem.

Max appeared to be about to get punched by Gem as he gazed at him." Oh, come on, I literally just ended a relationship; I won't fall in love that quickly". Gem said, attempting to avoid looking at Max.

Rosa smirked and responded, "yeah right, definitely not lying there Gem."

The man approached them as they got closer to him, asking, "Are you four maybe freshmen?" His voice was soft and deep, and Gem and the others were impressed by it.

"Although we are freshmen, my friend and I already know where we should be going; we only joined these two because they were lost" Luis said while grabbing Rosa's arm.

'If I may ask what Major did you get?' the man said as he turned to gaze at Gem smiling softly at Gem after first glancing at the other two.

Gem began to stutter and show signs of increasing fluster ("Gem, don't say anything stupid now; just because he smiled at you doesn't mean he likes you"). Gem began to stammer, "yes, well, I uh ehem, Im err, Medicine, chemistry,"

Gem is forced to stop by Luis' elbow hit on his waist.

, "What gives!?" Gem said in a whisper as he turned to face Luis

Although he appeared a little confused, the man understood what Gem had said when he said, "haha, so you're majoring in Chemistry, well your building should be around in that corner." He says, pointing to the location of the structure.

Gem looked disappointed when he saw that his building appeared to be quite a distance from his friends (his building is probably here, how sad), and he pouted as the group of friends examined the area.

Then, he turned to face Gem. "Is there a problem?" He spoke as he approached Gem, but not too closely.

Gem stumbled in shock as Luis and Max touched his shoulder.

Well, my friend, I've finally found my building. I should leave because orientation will probably begin shortly. I'll meet up with you all soon. Then, according to Max, he said to Luis, "Give me some news later on." Max whispered.

Luis then gave Max an okay sign and finally Max left

'Ah right the orientation, you and your friends should get going too, and you guys too!, Get going or you're going to miss your orientation' the man said

Gem looked at the Man and smiled

'well thank you for telling where my building is' Gem said but his smile disappeared when A girl suddenly clinged on him

'we should also get going, were going to miss our class too' the girl said

'ah right I forgot about that as well' the man scratched his head as he said that

'well pardon us then' the man said as he leaves with the girl, the people who were circling around him started to walk away, talking to each other and felt disappointed because of what the girl did

'welllllllll, shit he has a girlfriend' Luis Said as he looked at Gem concerned

'Youre not actually falling for him are you?' Rosa said as she also worries about Gem

Gem then looked at the two and sigh 'oh come on, we just met and I don't even know his name, anyways you guys should get going too, I'll just go to my building now, let's catch up later' Gem said as he slowly walk away and looked at them again as he walk 'and I'm definaly okay you guys!! So stop worrying And I'm literally a man! I'm tough as you think!' Gem shouted leading the people to look at him

'Damn right you are Gem! Butif you suddenly came back crying later on you're pathetic!!' Luis shouted and smirks

Gem gave the middle finger to Luis and finally he leaves

Rosa and Luis also leaves

As they arrived at their buildings, orientation was doing well, Gem talked to people as well as his other friends. After a while, it's break time

As Gem was about to leave He then saw the Man and heard a conversation

'seriously, that reckless driver almost hit me and didn't even apologize for it and just left' The man friend's said

Gem got surprised about what he just heard now that he knows that the person he almost hit was the man he talked earlier was his friend

'well if I were you, I will definitely find the owner of the car and destroy him' the man said with a serious tone

Gem got surprised on what the man responded, he then started to try to continue walking

'but it seems that a person right there is being nosy' the man looked at where Gem is and tilts his head and smirks

Gem flinches and slowly looks at the man

(Ay shiitt, he's totally my type) Gem thought.

hello! this is the first chapter of the Book! I'm so sorry if the grammar is bad, English is not my First language, but! will try my best to correct it! as well as making this story interesting as possible!

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