The Loud Mouth Past's

After a while, we were already in front of my house. For now, I don't want to see my Mom. And what an actual fuck she did it again... I wipe my tears before looking back at them.

"Thanks for the ride.." I said to X and grab my bunny. Then he smiled at me. Jacob waved at me by the window and I waved back with a smile. I'm just standing here watching them till they're out of my sight.

I go up to the front door and retrieve my keys from my sling purse while carrying my paper bag with a Gucci. But I came to a halt when I heard some noises coming from my mother's room. I opened the door and saw that it was unlocked. Once inside, the noises become more audible. I slammed the door shut, dashed into the kitchen, and grabbed a knife for protection.

I slowly went in front of the door of my mom's room, I slowly open it. And I immediately drop my knife because of what I saw.

"Mom?"

"Anna?" she said surprised. I grew frail. They were both nude, and the man on top of her swiftly changed into his boxer and looked at me. Mom wrapped a blanket across her body. I dropped to my knees, still unable to comprehend what I had just witnessed. Didn't she just do it at that hotel? So why did he do it here as well? What the heck is the matter with her?

"Anna..." she whispered and try to come near me but I stopped her.

"M-Mom, what are you doing?" I asked with my crack voice.

"Okay, sorry Isabella, but I have to g—"

"YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" I yelled violently while staring at the floor, and I heard him sit down because the bed squeaked. And I noticed Mom's nightgown beside me, and it moved towards her and perhaps wore it.

"Anna let me explain.."

"I'm sick of hearing your explanation. I'm sick of forgiving you for every mistake you've made; you vowed you wouldn't do it again, but..."I stop and I can't help but cry in front of them.

"Anna, this is George. He is my boyfriend"

"THE FUCK MOM!! SHOW SOME RESPECT TO DAD!!"I shouted then looked at her. I can't believe her! I can't believe she is my Mom! This caused her to get up and take a good look at me.

"Your dad doesn't deserve a respect. He is the one who has shattered our family!"

"So you decided to be like him?" I laugh like a crazy woman and slowly standing up.

"No, I'm just finding my happiness. I don't want to live alone, Anna. You still don't understand b—"

"MOM! STOP IT! You've got 15 boyfriends and all of them left you behind, then this man is your 16th boyfriend! Don't you notice that sex is all that they need in you?! This man will leave you again and make you cry AGAIN!" I yelled while weeping so loudly. "And... I d-did not want a new D-Dad, all I want is y-you.."

"I'll promise you, Anna. George is different from the other guys, he won't ever leave me. Right George?" then looked at her man who looks like a fucking jerk. I don't know but I think Mom will never get me.

"Ha? Ah, yeah, sure.." replied this fucking man. I look at him with my disgusting look then look back at Mom.

"See!? This man is not even serious about you!" I yelled. She came to me and hold my hand.

"I promise you this is the last one. Promise!" Mom said with her face that expecting me to agree with her choice. I let go of her hand off of me and looked at her with teary eyes.

"I already heard that before Mom, " I replied as I dashed to my room. I'm sobbing uncontrollably. I closed and locked the door, then slid to the ground while gripping the doorknob and resting my forehead against the door.

She hasn't changed in the least...

I quickly run to my bed and lay down there. All I did is to cry and cry above my pillow. There's no other way to go back, back where I still have my family together, and happy.

Flashback.

"Dad?" When we're on our terrace, I ask my father because he called me. My dad is an architect that's why we have this beautiful house, a big one with a swimming pool, library, living room, and 4 bedrooms. My dad created this house of ours together with mom, the walls are color white, the roof is color dark brown, and the floor is marbled pastel blue, it looks like clouds.

"Anna, come here.." he said and I sat down on his lap.

"Take a look at the stars, they are so pretty aren't they?"

"Yes, dad" I replied while stargazing them.

"Do you believe that if you count 9 stars within 9 nights and tell your wish at the end it will come true?" he asks.

"I don't know, does it, true dad?"

"Well, I don't know too. I never did it, but if that's true what do you want to wish in the stars?" he asks. I paused in a minute to think about what I want to wish in the stars.

"Nothing. Because I have everything, you and mom."I replied and smiled at him.

"Oh, sweety," he said and hugged me tightly. Then mom came holding a plate full of newly baked cookies.

"I think there's a group hugged and no one's told me, "mom said.

"Join us, Mom!"

"Hahaha, come here Isabella" offered Dad, then Mom joined and we both hugged together. We are a happy family, others say we are a perfect family. But it all changes when I was 9 yrs old. When I and Mom went home early to surprise dad with three tickets to Super Crystal Cruise that Mom bought. We heard some noises from my dad's room. We don't have any maids, bodyguards, or anything because my parents want to raise me on their own.

We broke into Dad's room and discovered him having an extramarital affair with another woman. Mom couldn't contain her rage and stormed in. Mom attempted to smack the girl, but Dad intervened. I was standing there in front of the door, staring at them.

"Why did you do this to me!?" yelled Mom. Dad didn't answer her question, he just stood there looking at the floor. The woman who is totally naked covered her body with a blanket.

"Richard, I can't believe you do this to me" then after mom said that she left.

Since that day, Mom always not at the home, then dad has always locked himself in his room. And I always eat on my own. There are times dad wasn't home, I don't know where he went.

However, after five days. I returned home by myself. My friends are starting to shun me because they think my father is a jerk. So now that I'm at home. Inside my parents' room, I heard a glass crack. I went there since the door was slightly open and I wanted to have a peek. I noticed Mom resting against the wall, and there's a man kissing Mom's neck. I assumed it was Dad at first, but it wasn't! This man has a scorpion tattoo on his back. Mom didn't stop the man from kissing her despite the fact that he was half-naked. The man then drags my mother onto the bed and removes her clothes until she is completely nude. He kissed Mom's breast, causing her to scream.

"Oh, Jordan!! A-Aaah..!" said Mom while rubbing the man's back hair. This man is named Jordan. Then after that, the man unzipped his pants.

"OH! JORDAN!" yelled Mom. I gasp seeing this. Mom is having sex with some other guy like what dad did too.

"Anna? What are you looking at?" I panicked a little when I heard someone talking behind my back and saw that Dad was exhausted from his job. I couldn't say anything, so Dad opened the door and found Mom in that condition.

Then after two days, they decided to get a divorce. I don't know where I am going. To mom? Or dad? But mom said she'll take me. The only thing dad can do is to visit and gave us money. He decided to went to Vietnam and live there, but then there's a Suicide Bomber inside the Blue Whale Ship where dad is and it explodes. They said it's a Suicide bomb from Vietcong.

Because of that, after a month Mom always went home late with some other guy and had sex in her room. One of them molested me. Thankfully Mom is there and protected me from them, she told me she will never do this again.

Then I met Ire, we are classmates here in Brunei and we became friends. I promised her that I won't let anyone hurt her, because I don't want to see anyone hurt, even though Ire doesn't have emotions or reactions but still the reactions are not enough to tell others how pain they felt, the hardest and difficult to heal are the wounds in our hearts. Because there's no medicine for that, if only there's some, I'm the first inline

So when Ire decided to migrate to Boston, Massachusetts I want to come too. Mom agreed and we rent a house and she sells the old house. Some bad memories live there and I can't face it anymore.

I love my mom that's my mind says, but it's really hard for me to love her more because of what she did back then. I know dad did it first but why did she do it too?

Now I don't understand what I feel for her...

End of Flashback

I can't live here anymore. I want to go away from here. Especially, I can't forget that one of my Mom's boyfriends back then, molested me even though she helps me but still that's her fault because if she didn't bring that man into our house that would never happen. She saved me, yes. I love my mom because she is my mom that's the only reason I have to keep loving her, but I can't do this anymore, I need some space away from her. Living here together with some strangers made me uncomfortable.

So I decided to pick up my phone and called Sapphire. She answered the phone, and I tried to calm myself.

"Hey, Ire. Can I sleep in your house today?"I asked.

"{Sure. Is there something wrong?}" she asked.

"I'll tell you once I come there"

"{Okay then..}" she said and hang up the phone. I pick up my big backpack and put there all my things, toothbrush, towel, clothes and school uniform. Also, I put all my shoes especially my school shoes in a big paper bag. Then my charger and my school supplies, just all my things.

I went out of my room. Then I saw Mom sitting on the couch with her new boyfriend. She looked at me confused.

"Where are you going, Anna?"

"Somewhere.."I replied and before I leave and closed the door, I say six words for her.

"Don't ever dare to find me"