A terrifying pain
Matt rushed back to Ericson's mansion, and after handing him something and saying a few words to him, he ran back to where he was staying.
As soon as he stepped into his room, he closed his eyes and let himself fall forward.
A slight, dull sound echoed in the room as he fell to the floor, but that pain was so insignificant right now that he didn't even feel it.
'I can't disconnect...' Matt thought, gritting his teeth hard.
The pain then hit him even harder, and he felt the urge to let out a scream.
He was gritting his teeth so hard that his mouth started to bleed as he tried to hold in the terrifying pain he was feeling.
The problem right now is that he cannot turn off his senses. In order to turn off his mind and senses, he needs to freeze his brain. Basically, he needs to freeze himself to disconnect from the pain.
But, to freeze yourself takes much more than just wanting it.