3 His Secret
Asha noticed her son shift into a serious mood and stopped massaging him. "What's wrong?"
Kai's clear, dark eyes stared into hers, releasing a breath as he revealed his secret. "You know how I've been behaving strangely since I woke up from those grave injuries?"
Asha nodded her head.
"Well that is because, well, this might be weird to say, but I awakened memories of another life." Kai decided to finally trust his mother wholeheartedly and tell her everything about himself.
Asha's eyes opened wide in surprise. "Really?"
"I promise I am not making this up. Otherwise, how do you think I came up with all those crazy ideas?" Kai pleaded his case.
She returned a gentle smile before replying. "Don't worry, I believe you."
"You do?" Kai blinked, not expecting her to be so understanding.
"Of course. I already knew something happened after that incident, but I didn't want to pry. I am happy that you told me about what happened. I was fearing the worst after you changed, that maybe you wanted to leave." Asha closed her eyes for a short moment to suppress the sadness from showing.
"What? No! I would never leave you. I promise that nothing is wrong, I just wanted to explain what's happened to me because I couldn't stand lying to you anymore."
A heartened smile blossomed on her face. "Alright, in that case, why don't you snuggle in and tell me."
Asha cradled his head, his face snug in between her voluptuous breasts. Warmth, softness, and a sweet scent enveloped Kai, the intimacy greatly alluring him. He couldn't resist wrapping his arms around her slim waist, pulling in to bury his face deeper into her inviting mammary valley.
After adjusting to a comfortable position enveloped between his mother's breasts, Kai began his story as she tenderly stroked his hair.
After he passed out from the heavy injuries and almost dying, he awakened memories of what seemed like his past life.
At first, he was extremely confused and tried to wrap his head around what happened. It wasn't as simple as his past life's personality replacing his current life's. The two sets of memories and personalities suddenly combined, causing all sorts of mental distress.
In his past life, he lived on modern Earth. However, his life was bleak and he died as a 30-year-old virgin loser.
His parents died in a car crash when he was only in elementary school. His grandpa took him in and they lived together out in the countryside.
Throughout school, he was always gloomy and unsociable, so people didn't like to interact with him. He was even bullied in middle and high school which caused him to retreat deeper into his shell and fuel his animosity for society.
His grandpa died from a heart attack shortly before his high school graduation. He took all the inheritance and money from his parents' life insurance and moved to a tiny apartment in the city.
He used his savings to get by while he squandered all his time inside his tiny apartment. He became a shut-in.
His 20's consisted of a life filled with waste and depravity as he sat all day in front of his computer where he watched TV, played games, ranted on message boards, and masturbated to all sorts of degenerate content.
He was especially attracted to incest porn due to losing his parents so early in life and deeply desiring a mother figure as comfort in his loneliness and suffering.
Finally, at the age of 30, he finally ran out of money due to wasteful spending on various gatcha games. With nothing to live for, he climbed to the roof of his apartment building and leaped off, ending his miserable life.
Now, those memories are mixed in with the original memories of Kai, who was a simple boy who held lots of respect for his father and loved the care of his mother.
He grew up within a primitive world where carnivorous beasts roamed the wilderness and humans struggled to survive as they depended on hunting and gathering for sustenance.
After his father died, he was distraught at losing someone he admired, but he pulled himself together for the sake of his mother. As the only male, he felt compelled to take on the duty that his father once held.
He was courageous, protective, and hardworking. However, after awakening the memories, he also became more indecisive, lustful, and pessimistic.
It wasn't easy to balance the merging of two different personalities. That's why he had those sudden outbursts when strong emotions were triggered and behaved strangely.
It wasn't as simple as gaining more memories. It was as if the minds of two people were completely connected; not just memories but even emotions, hopes, fears, and habits.
Although they shared everything, they still had their separate thoughts and ideologies. Unfortunately, since they shared one body, their entangled thoughts brought chaos to his life.
After some time, Kai was able to harmonize his two sets of memories to the extent that he was able to act normally. However, he still couldn't control his new urges, his lust towards his mother.
His attraction to his mother stemmed from the degeneracy of his past life. In his past life, he relished in fantasizing about it, but once confronted with the real thing, Kai became hesitant.
His original personality holds pure, familial emotions towards Asha, his mother. Mixed with his sense of morality developed by modern society in his past life, he felt conflicted feeling sexual attraction to his real mother.
On one hand, he truly respects her as his mother, but on the other hand, she is objectively beautiful with a knockout body and for a virgin loser like him who has never seen a naked woman in real life, it was too much to bear.
Often times when he was alone, he would masturbate while thinking about her. After the deed, he would always be flooded with a sense of shame.
He really wished he could ignore his morality and just go for it, but because of the original Kai's pure emotions for his mother, it triggered a sense of wrong in him that caused his heart to ache.
Besides the mental and emotional dilemma, his body has started to change as well when he realized during hunting that his physical abilities have improved dramatically.
He first noticed that his reflexes and reactions improved greatly. His senses have been enhanced by a great deal and his memory has become picture perfect.
These changes helped him hunt better and combined with all the knowledge he gathered in his past life by browsing the web or watching TV, Kai transformed into an expert hunter.
He gathered information on all the different beasts and created classifications to help systemize his hunting knowledge.
He also improved their living situation by introducing new ideas like pottery, sanitation, and better ways to preserve meat among other things.
However, throughout all that time, Kai was hesitant on telling his mother. The old Kai would have revealed everything, but with his awakened memories, he became more self-aware and critical, unsure whether revealing such an outlandish story would help or further damage their relationship.
Although living in this primitive world was tough and dangerous, the awakened Kai was able to finally achieve his long-held dream of having a mother again.
He didn't want to ruin what he had so he chose to hide everything from her.
However, Asha still noticed, but chose not to make a big fuss as she was just thankful that he didn't perish from his wounds.
After spilling his heart out, Kai felt refreshed as if a huge weight has been lifted off his shoulders.
As for Asha, tears were leaking out of her eyes as she reflected on all the pain her son had to go through and the miserable past life that he endured.
Instinctively, she tightly hugged his face tighter into her chest as she soothingly stroked his hair while whispering gentle words.
"My son, you have suffered so much and I didn't even know. Please, let mommy comfort you. That is the least I can do."
Feeling her soft mounds squished against his face, Kai couldn't help but get excited. As he drew in a deep breath, her thick aroma flooded his nostrils, sending his blood pumping.
"Thank you mom."
Kai indulged in the heat of a voluptuous female body. He loved this sensation and would never tire of her tender care. He responded by tightening his hold around her, sticking her body against his, eliciting a soft gasp from her.
She smiled to herself as her face reddened from his intimate contact. She continued to gently stroke his hair and rub his back, comforting her child as his mother.
Kai felt extremely comfortable in the embrace of his mother. Her scent was intoxicating and her smooth skin and soft body felt incredible against his body.
"Mom, you don't think I am crazy? That a stranger took over your son's body?" Kai muttered in between her large breasts.
"You're no stranger, you're my son. The fact that you awakened memories of your past life is amazing. I've never heard of anyone like that. It's not like you became a different person. You still listen to me and provide so much food for us. I can tell you still care about me very much. Your brilliant ideas has also improved our lives. I will never hate you or abandon you. I love you."
Kai's eyes became wet as he relished in her loving words that he had been craving for a lifetime.
After losing his parents when he was very young, he developed a strong mother-complex. He had always been attracted to mature, motherly women. With Asha's nurturing and the fact that she was his actual mother, his suppressed mother-complex has started to bloom.
Emboldened by the heartfelt acceptance of his mother, Kai felt like he could reveal his inner thoughts to her.
"Then, you won't hate me if I told you that I am attracted to you?"
"Why would I? In fact, I am ecstatic that you find me attractive. For the longest time I thought you would only see me as your mother."
"Wait, really? You actually want me to be attracted to you?" Kai's opened his eyes wide, not expecting this development, but was quite elated that it did.
"Of course. It would be much easier for us to have children if you desired me after all." Asha answered matter-of-factly.
Kai's brain short-circuited at this moment. He couldn't believe what she just said. He had to make sure.
"Hold on. You want us to have children together? You and me?" Kai pulled his face back from between her breasts to look into her clear blue eyes.
She gazed back with a warm smile. "That's right, now that it's just the two of us. Oh, I guess we never talked about this before, but babies are born when a man and woman mate you know."
Seeing how nonchalant Asha was with talking about sex made Kai a little embarrassed on her behalf. "Uh, yeah, I'm aware. You don't have to explain."
"Oh, so it seems your father already talked to you about this. That's a relief." Asha nodded her head in understanding.
His father never talked to him about this. His knowledge stems from all the perverse content he consumed in his past life. However, he still wordlessly nodded in response.
Thinking about his past life, he realized the ambiguous situation he was in. Here he was, nearly naked and in the arms of a mature beauty who is also his mother who is actually consenting to sex.
This was like the ideal situation often seen in porn or hentai. However, this time, he realized that he has become the protagonist of such a story.
The realization was like an eruption as it triggered his hormonal response as he heated up in anticipation.
"Mom, because of my other memories, I have to let you know that if we do, uh, mate, I don't think I can hold myself back."
"Why do you need to hold yourself back?"
"Really? You're fine if we do it?
"Didn't I just say so?"
After confirming for the final time, an inner fire blazed as his dark eyes glazed over in lust. He gazed passionately into his mother's doting eyes, his breaths increasingly rough due to his wanton desires.
She noticed the change in his demeanor and couldn't help but blush in response. With the way their bodies were pressed together, she could feel his body heating up.
"Then, you don't mind, if we do it, right now?" Kai gulped as he felt his lips dry.
Asha revealed a charming smile upon witnessing her son's excited state. "Any time you want my son. I'm all yours."
