Chapter 1 Alive

Good sunny day , I am on the ferry ship direction to island,it was blue sky with clouds,it new experience to be on the island middle of the ocean,hot sun salty wind make me want to swim.

First thought of many people like me about the island is going to quiet place,calm people,good nature,slow life.

Now we are on half way,start to be cloudy,it's look like gonna be rain and big storm,I see the lightning,rain is come and chaos weather.

The ship still going to storm,the weather going more worst,big waves,big wind,everything get louder,sound of nature it not smooth like song from "Bethophen".

Dark sky,big curtain of rain,bumpy ship,big wobbling waves,on this time I was scared to reach the end.

Sound of the wave "crum crum"…sand moving by the water.

Hhhhhh!! I am on island,open eyes and now I'm confused,where the people and ship?,what's going on?,look around is so strange.

Ha!! How my hand look like this?,No no no no nooo!,it wasn't my body,what happened after thunder?.

Start to stand,take a walk for find something,everything here look same normal world but it's so big palm trees,animals,flowers.

"Is that village?" That is not so far,I should walk to there,maybe I will know something more from there.

Seeing something have life look like me

"Hi what's your name?"

Vanda: I am Vanda,welcome to primitive island,are you a new lost soul?

Simon: I was on the ship,then have big storm,the thunder hit the ship and now you see me here.

Vanda: Hahaha…how you found this island?

Simon: I found from the book,in the story it was spirit island,many people been here for changes life.

Vanda: Sure,your life is changed right?

Simon: Are you joking me?

Vanda: Come on,the storm is a gate and you can pass just the soul,then your soul have to find the body,there is one highest shaman who make the dolls for lost souls because he want to help someone.

Vanda: They need something to trust again,for the whole story of him I think I to young to know about that,But what actually you looking for your life?,it think that thing brought you here.

After talk I walk through the village,it was fisherman village,the boat make from half plastic bottles,an engine used motor from toy,some they used canvas make like wind boat.

They are farming small prawn for tentacles to use for fix them self and also can sell,they used like threads but cannot stay so long,for me it look like cheap medicine or medicine from nature and somebody looking for special trash and used for sell.

"Rat is fast

Squirrel can go on the tree"

"That is all I have to say about it"

Now I head to new lost souls community behind the village inside the jungle

"Walk walk walk

Walking through the truth

Lose lose lose

Losing your fear

Tear is tear

You have to clear you brain

Pain is chain

You could have the chance "

In this world had many different souls,six different eyes bottom,they can have two eye different

5,4,3,2,1,0

5:confused = have to find the answers

4:paranoid = need to have distance

3:fearful = need time to think

2:circle life = need to out from loop

1:black or white = need to see the world bigger

0:conscious = yes it is mean conscious if someone have that

it mean they see through the world.

Everybody have different works,most is help the lost souls,musicians,chef,doctor,farmer,seamstress,hunter,carpenter,etc…

They refreshed by the rivers,sometimes they found the part of body floating on river,it was creator stayed behind the big waterfall and the part could drop down to river.

There is first space to refresh yourself before go find your own direction,but many souls lost on the way.

"someone want to be somebody and they don't know who they are"

So! Now I am.

I don't know what to do,just start with help peoples around,don't even know what my expertise,learn slowly,be more happy.

"Groch groch" I think I am hungry.

What are we actually ate?

Ahhh! Somebody coming with the big huge pineapple

I think they used to eat fruits.

What are we can drink?

Simon: Hey,can you tell me what I can drink?

Seller: you don't have to drink just go swim then you will felts refresh,and after you can take sunbath for dry yourself.

Simon: Thankssss

That's why I don't feel thirst yet when I woke up from the beach

I have the place for living,knew what I can eat,I think I should go check village.

Here we are,people they like in normal world,don't have much electronics stuff,living with fire,steam engines,wind turbines,water turbines.

I looking for the place where is some one with the big knowledge like in temple had monks,but here I can't found temple.

Now I see one rasta guy with two Beatles , I start to say hi to that soul,name is Jumbo,he already be here 20 years,Jumb like to blow didgeridoo and make tempo from djembe ,the special song is "old man Chinese smoke opium", PAE DOOD FIN.

Simon: hey Jumb,what I should going to be?

Jumbo: you should going to be yourself.

Simon: just that,really?

Jumbo: why not?,you do what you're like ,you be what you're wanted,what you done will be answers for the future,"see you later".

Simon: were you gonna go?

Jumbo: I will go for catch the prawns,you can come with me,there have bar,maybe you will meet some people there.

"There is a big tree in my garden

A big tree in my garden"

Somebody singing in the bar,look like lion with guitar

Gasim: Hi newbie,how are you?

Simon: confused day for me,what's about you?

Gasim: great day…,are you want something for relax?

Simon: something like you can be drunk?

Gasim: check this.

Simon: choose one for me please

Gasim: Soapp!

They used liquid for clean to drink for high feeling

Soap - it's feeling like beer not to strong,many smells,the strongest is chlorine,easy to understand because our body made from cotton,then they used something for clean to be high.

Simon: how do you find money?

Gasim: hahaha….,we didn't use money,we use just happiness,that is real money.

Simon: how can I pay for drink?

Gasim: you already paid when I service you.

Simon: .....

Currency = HAP = #

Gasim: Your thread will change colour when you got #,the lowest colour is purple = sadness

Purple,blue,green,yellow,orange,red.

Simon: why one of your eye doesn't have thread?

Gasim: when you have # much you will see the world brighter 🌀,every year your eyes will change.

Simon: ahha,that why it white colour,hey… today is long day for me,I will go to rest,see you next time

Gasim: Sure,see ya.

Otw

Somebody have the broken eye it can be when you high too much and you forgot yourself

Simon: Hey Gasim ,I saw lost soul without one eye on the street,can you help me?

Gasim: indeed,where do you found?

"Come people,come now people

Come people,come now people

Come spirit trough these people

Come people,come now people"

Simon: how we can help this soul?

Gasim: I will call my friend for this because this soul need love therapist and need good thread of happiness.

Gasim connected cable from shell to mushroom for call to his friend.

Gasim: yo!,how are you Catine?

Catine: sleepy,why do you call me now?,something important right?

Gasim: one lost soul with broken eye,between my bar to community inside jungle.

Catine: I will be there fast as I can,did you need threads?

Gasim: yes,can you bring the good one,I think this soul broken so much

Catine: yapp!

A few moment later

Catine: how are you lost soul?

Lost soul: I'm confused so much,I can't remember anything even my name.

Catine: it's okay,calm first and take a breath let the air pass the body,keep doing that,I will sew your eye first.

Lost soul: it is hurt ma'am.

Catine: trust me,it is better than don't have eye.

Some souls they remember themselves from the past,need to take time to find self,but many souls they used to live with what they want,then many souls went back to the loop of circle life.

Catine: are you feel better?

Lost soul: yes,but still don't remember anything.

Simon: come to rest at community.

Lost soul: thank for helped Catine and everyone.

Simon and lost soul going to community,the supporter of community just came back,name is Nadi.

Nadi: hi,how are you?(Nadi talk to lost soul)

Simon: Nadi,did you know this soul?

Nadi: of course,it was long time ago,this soul try to open this community here and after I don't know what happens to this soul,this soul was like founder of community,when time pass everything going to be past,I don't remember that name,you should take a rest first and talk tomorrow.

"Starry starry night

Paint your plate blue and gray

Look out on a summer's day

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul "

Sometimes when your brain not working,you should eat,shower,take a rest.

Because when you tried so much you will going back to be the child,start to use just instinct,you closed your mind,don't care what right or wrong,just want to be done.

Also I should take a rest for my long day,from the human and now I am just soul.

It is good to don't worry about past but have to worry about future.

"Nobody can't stop future

But you can build your future "