The rejected awakening

Why is life so cruel? Why does it always take away the things we love most in this world and leave us all alone in this world to suffer. 9 years ago, the alpha of this pack alpha Roy saved me from a rogue attack at least that what I was told. I don't believe it though the alpha doesn't seem to be nice enough to save anyone without something to gain and how does he know the name of my pack? I never told him I don't remember anything from my past except my name Alex I have no idea how old I am or when my birthday is all I know is that I am the omega of this pack I cook and clean and do the packs laundry and get bullied by the alpha son and his friends they always break a rib or two leaving me in pain the rest of the day, thankfully they have school or this would of continued most of the day and today of all days I have to make enough food for the pack and there guest since it the alpha son 18 birthday today the day he supposed to find his mate. An hour and half later he finishes making all the food, he heads back to his room since I have to wash the packs clothes and the alpha never likes when I show my face during special events. It's like I am the pack's dirty little secret that they don't want to get out I am pretty sure he knows more about my past then he is telling me I have asked the alpha about serval times but he just tells me the same shit and none of the pack member seem to know anything which is strange. I don't actually have a room it just a makeshift bed in the laundry room on cold nights I wash clothes since the heat of the dryer keeps the room warm doesn't last long but I get some heat, I don't really have any clothes just get whatever they throw out all the clothes are baggy since I only get whatever they throw out I am very small and thin hopefully I get my wolf soon cause I don't know how much longer I will last like this my back still hurts from the whip marks left by alpha Roy when I tried to eat some of the extra food I made they won't let me anything but the leftovers sometimes he alpha wouldn't let me even eat that and would have me starve for days. I don't even know how to fight since the alpha won't let me train with the pack and since I don't eat enough i wouldn't last long. I wash the packs clothes fold them and head to put them in their room before they return, few minutes go by and i just have to put the alpha son clothes in his room i open the door and go to put the clothes in the closet on my way out the closet i hear the bathroom door open and i get scared realizing he is back earlier than he normally is he steps out the bathroom with only a towel covering his waist now i can't deny he is good looking with a 6 pack yes i am gay and can't help but stare at him it takes him a second to realize there is someone in the room when he does he yells at me what are you doing in my room did you come to spy on me i reply saying i came to drop off your laundry but he doesn't believe me he then starts yelling louder telling me to get out but as i go to leave here comes his father the alpha opening the door to see what all the yelling is about he ask his son what happen and jack says that your pet came to watch me shower the alpha then ask is that true he tries to explain that he was putting his laundry away but the alpha doesn't believe him and says clearly i need to teach you to respect my son he grabs him by the arm and drags him away to the backyard where the chains and whip is he chains Alex to the tree and picks up the whip and whips him for about a good 20 minutes then tells him he won't be eating for a month and tells him to go back to the laundry room and don't show his face for the rest of the night Alex heads back to his room and uses a old rag and sink to clean his wounds with cold water after cleaning them he lays on the bed and tries to get some sleep it takes him a good 20 minutes to fall asleep and when he did instead of getting a peaceful dream he gets a nightmare. Alex dream Pov he is watching a little boy hear his mother call for him the little boy goes down to the kitchen and sits at the island his mother then hands him a plate of food he eats it while the little boy is eating he sees the boy father come running inside and telling them to go to the safe room his mother refuses to leave his father but his father says it not safe for her she then tells the little boy to go to the safe room and stay there until she comes to get him the little boy starts crying saying he doesn't want to go without her she then goes over to hug him and says i need you to be strong for me i will come and get you when this is all over i promise the boy wipes his tears and heads to the safe room waiting for his mother to come and get him but she never does, a loud bang later wakes alex up and he looks at his old clock and sees that it midnight and the party mostly started by now he decided to try and go and steal some food since they should all be outside where the party is he goes up to the kitchen looking around the corner to see if anyone was there he sees no one and heads to grab some bread, fruit and some meat successfully gets some food and hurrys back to his room he eats the food and tries to get some more sleep about a hour into sleep he hears the door to the laundry swing open scarring him awake then he sees jack the alphas son come in alex then sees his eyes and realises his wolf axel is in control alex then tries to hide in the corner in hopes he doesnt see him but he does and heads over to where he was alex got scarred and closed his eyes and waited for the pain to come but it never did instead axel picks him up and hugs him alex opens the his eyes confused and axel says my mate while he carries him over to the makeshift bed and lays them down with axel still holding alex in his arms after a while of laying there the pain in alex back evenacllly starts to fade and he starts to fall asleep before he goes to sleep tho he realises axel is already sleep so they lay their sleeping until jack wakes up screaming scarring alex awake jack then says to alex you cant be my mate i am not gay like you jack then walks up to alex and raices his hand saying i jack future alpha of the king dom pack reject you alex as my mate and luna alex then drops to the floor clutching his chest jack then walks to stand over him saying if you tell anyone this i will kill you with that he leaves leaving alex on the floor crying in pain. Alex pov i am glad this asshole rejected me but fuck this hurts he goes to crawl over to the makeshift bed laying there until the pain fades as it does he hears a voice he starts looking around to see where it coming from to then realise its in his head he ask are you my wolf the voice replies yes i am your wolf blaze i have seen everything they put you through i am sorry i couldnt do anything to help alex then says it alright i am glad you are here i dont think i would of lasted much longer blaze then says dont worry we will be out of here soon for now get some rest my friend and with that blaze retreats to the back of his mind.