Melody never intended to commit suicide, but the chaotic situation unfolded around her.
In the midst of her distress, her actions were driven by a desperate need for escape and a yearning to distance herself from the suffocating turmoil that engulfed her.
The chaotic thoughts and emotions swirling within her mind clouded her judgment, leaving her feeling trapped and overwhelmed.
In most desperate times, she actually had thrown herself off the edge of the cursed boat out of anger. As her body fell through the air, she felt both scared and free at the same time.
It was an act of defiance and a last-ditch effort to get away from her position, which was suffocating her.
When the wind blew against her face, it briefly drowned out the chaos in her thought. The sensation of weightlessness enveloped her, momentarily numbing the pain that had become her constant companion.