Yesterday, Now, Tomorrow

Pain, pain, so much pain!

I was loved. By you.

I am still. Frozen.

I will simply stand still. Hoping.

My time stopped. Your time flowed.

Now:

I HATE YOU.

The moment I saw you. The instance I heard you. The second I felt you.

I regret them. Regret them so much.

Yesterday:

I LOVED YOU.

They leave a sour after taste. That first taste kills you literally from the inside off.

I shouldn´t have tasted. Shouldn´t have yearned. Shouldn´t have longed.

For you. Only for you. Why only and forever for you and no one else?

Fuck them! Fuck you!

Now:

I.S.T.I.L.L.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.!

Pain, pain, so much pain.

I don´t want to love you. I want to be free from you. I want you to love me again.

Tomorrow:

I´LL STILL LOVE YOU AND I HATE YOU FOR THIS FEELING YOU LEFT BEHIND.

Yesterday I was happy. Indeed.

Now I´m not. For sure.

Tomorrow I won´t. Ever again.

Thank you for this pain.