It seems we talked to much

"Why am I here?"

"...well you could call it an accident" said the voice flustered.

" Accident, my ass."

"To be specific, you mean, why are you here in this white space, not the reason for your existence?"

Oh, I could get the answer to that?

"... Yes, so who are you and what do you mean by accident?"

"To answer your first question, I thing people from your place call me god"

Fantastic. Do I go to Hell? Hopefully not. I am, I mean was an agnostic, but I was a good human, … I think. Oh God, my porn consumption was enormes high. On second thought why didn't I write a scripted to automatically delete my browser history and didn't create a gadget to destroy the hard drive of my PC and smartphone for a case where I die.

"Hello, still there. Why are you so silent? Typically people start to worship me, or try to plead, in resent year some asked me where the 72 virgins are. You earthlings are a funny bunch."

"Ah, sorry, so you are the creator of all things?"

"Not creator, let's say I'm more something like a manager"

"Oh, but I can't say the earth is well managed"

"And I am not managing your planet, what I manage are, what are you calling them, ... souls, I think. To be specific energetic manifestation of intelligent beings, well more or less intelligent."

"So why was it an accident that I'm here?"

"Yes. In some few cases a energetic ma... a soul can get a wish granted as long as it is in the context of my management, for example something like to be reincarnated as a bird or on a different planet. Well the last soul would like to reincarnate to be a hero. It seems he had the idea from a novel or something like that.

I tried to grand his wish, but sadly it did not work as expected. He was reincarnated in a world which is mainly ruled by martial art, the potential of his body was one of the best and his family was one of the strongest with a lot of resources. As a result he had a very sheltered live. There were some people which you could call villains, but sadly the didn't cross his path.

Later we tried again in his next life with almost the same setting only his family was poor. The result was a quick death."

"What has it to do with me?"

"Ah, yes. I started researching the novels from your world and thought that there are probably more people like that. So we looked for people which did only have some days to life, with similar hobby's and wishes, without a lot to lose or people which would miss them, a good character and the potential to be a protagonist."

"Somehow the description is sad. So I am one of them?"

"Well, that is the part with the accident. One of my assistants made an error. First you are not on that list of people; you don't have the potential to be a hero. Don't look like that, what I mean is that you don't have the determination to train daily and endure pain worse when you can imagine, the determination to kill or a motivating goal in life. By the way a combination of skills from assassin, cook's, engineers, chemist and other occupation with knowledge about military seems to be of advantage.

Back to the topic, you was mix-up with one of the possible individual, all in all you are very similar. The only differences are that you had some more years to life and you are not very motivated. Even your names were similar.

The other part why it is an accident is the cause of your deaf"

"So it was not planed to drown me in shit"

"No, no. Even the meteor was to much. we thought the car would get you, even thought we didn't influence it. By the way the person we mix you up with was letter hit by the excat same car, so we than know that we had the wrong individual"

How far did the driver get? I thought he was sleeping. Maybe he tried to kill somebody. Maybe a psycho?

"After the car missed you my assistant tried to influence the wind so a tile would hit you. After it missed you, my assistant lost his temper and sent a meteor. Don't worry my assistant was demoted and has gotten a adequate punishment"

Why is it getting colder? Am I shivering?

"The good thing is I spotted the mistake at time and could stop a bigger explosion. Well at the end only some cars were hit. The missing manhole cover was not part of our doing, but your death was a consequent of our mistake. So I would like to apologies for It. As compensation you get the same opportunity as a person who meets the requirement to get a wish grandest by me."

"Okay I understand it was a misunderstanding. I presume you can't go back in time and revers it. So I can be a Hero with, a big potential, cheats and a system?"

"Yes, what happened cannot be reversed and I wouldn't recommend you to be a hero, its highly likely you would end up like my first try. By the way I can't send you back in time, cheats and a system are too not possible, it's above my power. But I can let you have your Memory's and good potential is a possible."

"How can you guaranty that I will get a good potation?"

"We only need to look for a body with potation, which is part of a miscarriage. To be specific a silent miscarriage in the first few weeks, in this case there is no soul assigned to the body. But the more criteria you have the longer we need to wait.

Only that you knew the time flow here is different. For example on your planet it is now 100 something years after your death. So from your point of view it shouldn't tack to long."

"So you wasted 100 years of your time with me?"

"No, no. I am not omnipotent or omnipresent, but I can still separate a part of myself to keep you company. All work which needs to be done by me is done."

"Ok. I don't need to be a hero but if I can select than I think the first try from you would not be too bad in my case. Good potation, a good family, no opponents therefore a sheltered life is maybe not that bad. It would be nice to do what I like."

"So, do you have some more criteria? Race, gander, technology, magic, hierarchy system of the world or do you would like to reincarnate on earth?"

"Can you elaborate?"

"Well do you would like to have a humanoid appearance? In dependence where you are reincarnated there are some places where the dominant race is hermaphrodite, have no gender or 3. Some places are relatively save. You could end up in a place with technology from the stone age or something like in the since fiction. Some places have something like magic or chi, well it is not the same as in novels or games from your world, but it goes in the same direction. The people from this worlds are better at communication with energy, they can't do things which are physically impossible. But like people from your world can generate laser beams or teleport a photon in to the space with technology, they can do similar things with the body."

"Oh, we have teleported something in to space?"

"Yes, the teleportation of the photon to space was from 2017 and 2014 some atoms where teleported 3 meter. By now your people still could not teleport a living organism, because the reconstruction is too difficult. On the other hand you have some new weapons which can teleport some atoms to a specific place on earth. It's something like the new atom bomb, but with more precision. By the way space travel isn`t too bad now you have colonies on the moon, mars, Venus and first missions for colonies on some Jupiter moons. Maybe it is a nice Idea to go back and see the future, well now present view of the earth."

"Yes, I could be interesting ... It's so hard to make a decision... Okay to make it simpler it would be nice if not too much is changed from my physiology, so humanoid with 2 ganders, well maybe even better if they look like human would be nice."

"Okay, like the human from your time, most people look now Asian with exception of some rich family's. The genes for small eyes and black hair are dominant. Oh, it seems it is not possible to reincarnate you to your world in the near time. Mhh, maybe one of the colonists. No, don't seems good."

"Where is the problem?"

"Well genetics, has made a lot of progress. The natural birth is relatively uncommon, at least for families with influence in wealthy countries. If you would like to be born in a slum, then it's still possible.

It's a birth without pain if you are coming from a labor, and they try to get the best out of the parents DNA. Well at least what human thing is the best. On the other hand the medicine is better to so silent miscarriage is detected really early and with medicaments the women can get a next try only 2 days later. Therefore a reincarnation is out of question. Like I said only really poor people in countries with poor healthcare is an option."

"It seems we talked too much. So I liked novels about magic and martial arts, with the condition from before. If it still possible to grand me the next life, do it simply"

"Yes, sure. Before I forget it, you will probably get a phobia. People with traumatic deaths get similar phobias. For example somebody who drowned will be afraid of swimming in his next life. I would like to speak more with you about same things, but it seems you are in a hurry. So have e nice next life."

"Wait, what?"

Huh it is black.