JUL | the philosophy of logic

Options

There are so many options

So many different ways that

I could go about doing things

Choose X and you get Y

Do not choose X and you won't get Y

But the future remains so unpredictable

And if Y was danger

I still stuck with X

And so I pick number one

Danger

I repeatedly choose it

Unsurprisingly though

I've always risked this life

For what?

Was it even worth it?

But you thrill me

you excite me

there was something so energising and refreshing

about choosing you

and even up to now

with the mundane aspects of life

I continue to choose controversy

That's because if I dodge that bullet

It is too easy

And easy is boring

But then

Difficulty comes with difficultly

The irony

So whenever I have to pick

Between the two of you

I have an unawareness to safety

Within my mind

Within my soul

And I make the wrong decision

Every single time

- If X, then Y