Prologue

There were red and blue lights shining in the dark. My head hurts, it's so blurry. My mouth tastes like blood and my eyes are salty and warm. Why does it feel...cold?

It's hard to move my body. I try to turn my head with all my strength and I see a car, a Sedan that hit another car. Both of them are severely damaged and on fire. There's glass and blood everywhere. I think I see a body in the flames but I can't recognize who it is.

This is definitely a car crash.

I slowly try to get up and look at my damaged, bloody body and look around. God, there's so much fire and broken car parts on this road. I see an ambulance taking care of a woman by me, and there was also police. The woman had short brunette hair and dark tomboyish clothes. She had a large piece of glass that went through her stomach.

I can tell she's losing a lot of blood. "J-June?" I say in a weak tone. Is that my June? She's gonna die!

"JUNE-UGHH!!" I screamed my wife's name then fell to my knees. Some people from the ambulance helped me up and took me to the hospital.

I hope my June is okay. Goddamnit! I can't remember anything. What the hell happened? What was going on before the crash? What were we doing? My head stars to hurt more from all the questions.

June, my June, please be okay.

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When I was in the hospital and they told me my wife is dead, I tried to pull the cord from my head while crying and screaming at the top of my lungs. Too bad those doctors stopped me. Every time I tried to kill myself, they would always stop me. There's always someone that stops me.

Four days later after June's death, after her funeral, I took a train to Ninjō, my childhood home and an old village in Japan that's near a beach. "The Red Sea" is what people call it. It's literally red from the warriors' blood from long ago. Of course, no one swims in it, but it's popular for people to die there. I don't want to worry my parents or my two siblings, I don't want to worry some of my friends either.

I go to the beach and take a deep breath, smelling the saltiness in the air. No wonder people come here to die, it's so peaceful. I drop my phone and slowly walk into The Red Sea. My clothes are getting stained red the more I go in. I hold my breath for as long as I can till I drown.

"Don't worry June, I'll be with you soon. Wait for me."I think my last thoughts till water gets in my lungs.

"Don't you dare die, I won't let you!"

What? Whose voice....?